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Now, it's time. Turn off the light.
Slide down into your sheets and pull the blanket up over your shoulder.
I'll be here reading even after you've fallen asleep.
Take a slow, deep breath in through your nose.
And sigh. nice do it again fill it up and let it go good valentines at the inn part three the busy weekend was winding down what fun we had had the inn had bustled with activity for the last three days guests of course our small staff a band of musicians florists and sycamore the cat we'd served fantastic
meals Poured many cups of coffee in the breakfast rooms And kept the fireplaces burning through the days Now, as guests were checking out I was behind the tall desk in the office Sliding room keys back into their cubbies And tidying up paperwork I could hear our maids in the halls above, vacuum cleaners
running along the floorboards, and doors opening and closing, as one room was finished and another began.
Poor Sycamore was exhausted He lay in the inbox on the desk His long black tail slung onto the keyboard and his nose pressed against the blotter I stopped to massage his little body Oh, Sikhi, I crooned Was it hard to have so much fun?
All those people telling you how handsome you are, wanting to pet you and give you treats.
He purred thickly, and I lifted one of his legs to free the stapler from underneath him.
He would sleep all day.
I stepped into the hall and saw the last couple of guests coming down the stairs there was a sparkle about them as they smiled at each other their hands clasped between them this weekend had obviously done them good and I took a bit of pride in whatever part we had played in that.
As they stopped to hand over their room key and fill to -go cups from the urn in the entryway, they thanked me for the special event we'd hosted the night before.
We'd had a fancy dinner in the ballroom with musicians and beautiful decorations a kind of grown -up prom I didn't have a great time in high school one of them confided in me and I feel like I got a do -over last night I nodded, smiling brightly That's the nice thing about having some space from those
moments, right? We can rewrite them when we're older and own the best version He slung his arm around his partner and nodded and I saw them out to their car in the drive on the way back in I sighed realizing that the inn was now empty besides her caretakers I'd loved the weekend but it was a relief to
know no one needed anything from me for a bit.
I stopped back into the office to put away the last room key and scooped Sycamore into my arms like the baby he was.
He trusted me completely and if there was a better feeling than being trusted by a small animal who'd had a rough start in life.
I hadn't yet found it.
We walked through the hall and into the dining room and drawing room.
The sun was bright today and the rooms were lit with an echoing shine as it bounced off the snow.
I would need to put away the sugar bowls to launder the tablecloths and sweep the floors but there was no rush I went through to the hall again and stuck my head into the stairway down to the kitchen Chef, I called Are you busy?
Do you have time for a little adventure?
There was silence for a second.
Then a low call back of, Should I bring cookies?
Duh, I said, and waited till they arrived, still in their apron with a plate of treats.
I turned and led them down to the library with sycamore still in my arms I dropped Siki on the sofa and went back to the door I looked up and down the hall the vacuums were still going upstairs and probably would be for the foreseeable future I closed the door and turned toward Chef.
At the Halloween party, something was revealed to me.
I was well aware I was being a little dramatic and mysterious, but I was having fun.
chef nodded and extended the plate of cookies to me I took one cross -hatched on its dark brown top with tine marks chocolate peanut butter chef said a little breathlessly well played I replied so my friend with the grey cat you know her right cinders mom yes she pulled me in here and told me the inn
had a secret it was ready for me to learn she didn't know exactly what or how but after a minute or two in this room she asked me if there were some questions I'd been carrying around about the inn.
Chef had taken a large bite of their cookie, but had forgotten to chew, so caught up in the excitement of the story.
I took a deep breath and told them that sometimes, out of the corner of my eye, I catch a glimpse of the first innkeeper that I'd been looking through old pictures and newspaper clippings for her that I felt a connection to her maybe it was just the house and the job that we'd both done I walked over
to the fireplace mantle and took the ring of keys from my pocket I held up the small iron key I'd been given that Halloween night and fitted it into a hidden keyhole just under the bracket on the side of the mantle Chef let out a satisfying gasp and jumped to their feet.
Is this really happening?
Yep, I said, as I grasped the key with both hands and turned it forcefully.
a panel in the wall beside the bookcase moved back and slid away revealing the bottom step of the hidden stair the first time I'd gone up those stairs I'll admit the hair on the back of my neck had stood up But I'd quickly learned that this wasn't an eerie place, but a protected one.
It felt now, as I led the way, chef behind me and Sycamore at the rear, like showing your childhood bedroom to your best friend for the first time.
I was excited the stairway itself curved as it climbed not quite a spiral but definitely hugging along the inner walls of the house in a way that disguised its existence at the top it opened into a small room about the size of one of our guests' rooms.
But instead of a chest of drawers and a bed, there was a large desk and a straight -back chair.
Along the walls, there were shelves lined with books and several large trunks.
chef who still held half a cookie in their hand gulped as they looked around and stuck it into the front pocket of their apron sycamore who by now had spent plenty of time in this room jumped up onto the ledge in front of the single window and looked out.
What is all of this?
Chef said with wonder in their voice.
Well, it took me a while to understand, but I think the first innkeeper was a kind of archivist.
All these books I trailed my fingers across their spines.
They're full of local people's stories, and the trunks have pictures and family trees, maps and histories.
Stories like folk stories?
Um, some, but plenty are just the stories of people's lives.
Like, look at this.
I picked up a book that was open on the desk and turned it around to show.
This whole book is about people's birthdays who lived when the innkeeper did here in the village.
how almost everyone celebrated that year their cake of choice what kind of punch was served the gifts and the decorations I opened one of the steamer trunks and squatted down to gather a handful of artifacts and pictures This whole case is full of stories about people's pets Sometimes just a date of birth and a name
Sometimes stories about their favorite places to dig and play And there are pictures We look through a few Sepia -toned shots, awkward as many photos from that time period seemed, but still the animals and their humans seemed happy and relaxed.
Chef pointed to a snapshot of a small gray cat sitting on a velvet poof.
that one looks just like cinder I agreed so I still don't understand what is it about what's it for I scratched my head and looked around the small room I didn't have an exact answer I think she just collected stories kept them like other people collect music or paintings I think they were beautiful
to her and she felt the need to document the lives of the people in her village even if it was really small, simple stuff Like someone might be an artist and just sketch a friend or a house in the neighborhood.
She did that, but in a different way.
And Chef asked the question that had been nagging at me since I'd found this room on Halloween night.
Why is it hidden away?
didn't she ever show it to anyone?
I plopped down into the straight -backed chair and rested my hands on the desktop.
There were dust motes floating in the air, sunlight cutting through the small window.
Sycamore turned his head and looked at me as if he wanted to hear my answer too.
I think that's what I'm meant to do, I said, my voice quiet, but sure.
She anthologized, and I'm going to share it all.
It's all been so perfectly organized.
It's just waiting for someone to exhibit these stories.
Sycamore jumped down and came to rub against my ankle.
I reached down and lifted him into my lap.
I think we'll set up an exhibit.
it. Some of it can be here, some at the library, the museum, other places in town, and we can share the stories of her villagers with ours.
I turned to look up at my friend.
What do you think? Are there recipes?
I laughed. That was just what I'd hoped they'd say.
I reached up to pat their shoulder.
My friend, there are even pickle recipes.
We would have a busy summer ahead of us, of curating and cooking, of sharing and showing.
Valentine's at the Inn Part 3 The busy weekend was winding down.
what fun we had had the inn had bustled with activity for the last three days guests, of course our small staff a band of musicians florists and Sycamore the Cat.
We'd served fantastic meals, poured many, many cups of coffee in the breakfast rooms and kept the fireplaces burning through the days.
now as guests were checking out I was behind the tall desk in the office sliding room keys back into their cubbies and tidying up paperwork I could hear our maids in the halls above, vacuum cleaners running along the floorboards and doors opening and closing as one room was finished and another began.
Poor Sycamore was exhausted.
He lay in the inbox on the desk, his long black tail slung across the keyboard, and his nose pressed against the blotter.
I stopped to massage his little body Oh, sickie, I crooned Was it hard to have so much fun All those people telling you how handsome you are Wanting to pet you and give you treats he purred thickly and I lifted one of his legs to free the stapler from underneath him he would sleep all day I stepped
into the hall and saw the last couple of guests coming down the stairs there was a sparkle about them as they smiled at each other their hands clasped between them this weekend had obviously done them good and I took a bit of pride in whatever part we had played in that as they stopped to hand over their
room keys and fill to -go cups from the urn in the entryway they thanked me for the special event we'd hosted the night before we had a fancy dinner in the ballroom with musicians and beautiful decorations.
A kind of grown -up prom.
I didn't have a great time in high school.
One of them confided in me.
And I feel like I got a do -over last night.
I nodded, smiling brightly.
That's the nice thing about having some space from those moments, right?
I said. We can rewrite them when we're older and own the best version.
he slung his arm around his partner and nodded and I saw them out to their car in the drive on the way back in I sighed realizing that the inn was now empty besides her caretakers I'd loved the weekend too but it was a relief to know no one needed anything from me for a bit I stopped back into the office
to put away that last room key and scooped sycamore into my arms like the baby he was.
He trusted me completely.
And if there was a better feeling than being trusted by a small animal who'd had a rough start in life, while I hadn't yet found it.
We walked through the hall and into the drawing room and dining room.
The sun was bright today and the rooms were lit with an echoing shine as it bounced off the snow.
I'd need to put away the sugar bowls to launder the tablecloths and sweep the floors.
but there was no rush I went through to the hall again and stuck my head into the stairway down to the kitchen chef, I called are you busy?
Do you have time for a little adventure?
There was silence for a second.
Then a low call back of, Should I bring cookies?
Duh, I said, and waited till they arrived.
still in their apron with a plate of treats.
I turned and led them down to the library with Sycamore still in my arms.
I dropped Sikki on the sofa and went back to the door.
I looked up and down the hall.
The vacuums were still going upstairs, and probably would be for the foreseeable future.
I closed the door and turned toward Chef.
At the Halloween party, something was revealed to me.
I was well aware I was being a little dramatic and mysterious, but I was having fun.
Chef nodded and extended the plate of cookies to me.
I took one, cross -hatched on its dark brown top with tine marks.
A chocolate peanut butter, Chef said a little breathlessly.
Mm -mm, well played, I replied.
So, my friend with the gray cat, you know her, right?
Cinder's mom? Yes, she pulled me in here, and told me the inn had a secret.
and it was ready for me to learn.
She didn't know exactly what or how, but after a minute or two in this room, she asked me if there was some question I'd been carrying around about the inn.
Chef had taken a large bite of their cookie, but had forgotten to chew, so caught up in the excitement of the story.
I took a deep breath and told them that sometimes out of the corner of my eye I catch a glimpse of the first innkeeper that I'd been looking through old pictures and newspaper clippings for her.
That I felt a connection to her.
Maybe it was just the house and the job we'd both done.
I walked over to the fireplace mantle and took the ring of keys from my pocket.
I held up the small iron key I'd been given that Halloween night and fitted it into a hidden keyhole just under the bracket on the side of the mantle.
Chef let out a satisfying gasp and jumped to their feet.
Is this really happening?
Yep, I said as I grasped the key with both hands and turned it forcefully.
A panel in the wall beside the bookcase moved back and slid away, revealing the bottom step of the hidden stair.
The first time I'd gone up those stairs, I'll admit the hair on the back of my neck had stood up but I'd quickly learned that this wasn't an eerie place but a protected one it felt now as I led the way chef behind me and Sycamore at the rear like showing your childhood bedroom to your best friend for the first
time I was excited the stairway itself curved as it climbed and not quite a spiral, but definitely hugging along the inner walls of the house in a way that disguised its existence.
At the top, it opened into a small room about the size of one of our guest rooms.
but instead of a chest of drawers and a bed, there was a large desk and a straight -backed chair.
Along the walls there were shelves lined with books and several large trunks, chef who still held half of a cookie in their hand gulped as they looked around and stuck it into the front pocket of their apron Sycamore, who by now had spent plenty of time in this room, jumped up onto the ledge in front
of the single window and looked out.
What is all of this, Chef asked.
with wonder in their voice.
Well, it took me a while to understand, but I think the first innkeeper was a kind of archivist.
All these books, I trailed my fingers across their spines, they're full of local people's stories and the trunks have pictures and family trees maps and histories we stared at each other for a second stories like folk stories Um, some, but plenty are just the stories of people's lives.
Like, look at this.
I picked up a book that was open on the desk and turned it around to show.
This whole book is about people's birthdays.
How everyone celebrated.
Their cake of choice.
What kind of punch was served.
The gifts and decorations.
I opened one of the steamer trunks and squatted down to gather a handful of artifacts and pictures.
This whole case is full of stories about people's pets.
Sometimes just a date of birth and a name.
Sometimes stories about their favorite places to dig.
and play, and there are pictures.
We looked through a few sepia -toned shots, awkward as many photos from the time period seemed.
But still, the animals and their humans looked happy and relaxed.
chef pointed to a snapshot of a small gray cat sitting on a velvet poof that one looks just like cinder I agreed so I still don't understand what is it about What's it for?
I scratched my head and looked around the room.
I didn't have an exact answer.
I think she just collected stories.
Kept them, like other people collect music or paintings.
I think they were beautiful to her.
And she felt the need to document the lives of the people in her village.
Even if it was really small, simple stuff.
Like someone who's an artist might sketch a friend or a house in their neighborhood.
She did that, but in a different way.
And Chef asked the question that had been nagging at me since I'd found this room on Halloween night.
Why is it hidden away?
Didn't she ever show it to anyone?
I plopped down into the straight -backed chair and rested my hands on the desktop.
There were dust motes floating in the air, sunlight cutting through the small window.
Sycamore turned his head and looked at me as if he wanted to hear my answer, too.
I think that's what I'm meant to do, I said, my voice quiet but sure.
She anthologized. and I'm going to share it all.
It's all been so perfectly organized.
It's just waiting for someone to exhibit these stories.
Sycamore jumped down and came to rub against my ankle.
I reached down and lifted him to my lap.
I think we'll set up an exhibit.
Some of it can be here.
Some at the library, the museum, other places in town.
We can share the stories of her villagers with ours.
I turned to look up at my friend What do you think?
Are there recipes? I laughed That was just what I'd hoped they'd say I reached up to pat their shoulder My friend there are even pickle recipes we would have a busy summer ahead of us of curating and cooking of sharing and showing sweet dreams
