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Welcome back to Rethinking, my podcast on the science of what makes us tick with the TED Audio Collective.
I'm an organizational psychologist and I'm taking you inside the minds of fascinating people to explore new thoughts and new ways of thinking.
My guest today is Mae Martin, comedian, actor and screenwriter.
Mae's 2023 Netflix special, S .A .P., was a finalist for Canadian comedy album of the year.
Along with making me laugh, it made me think differently about identity and relationships.
May is also an improv master, having performed for years at Second City.
I know it's, it's weird because it's such a me, me, me thing, but if you can not think of it like that and really connect with the audience and think this is for them and not really about me and I'm having fun, and then that's when you get to this magical flow state.
May co -hosted the podcast Handsome, co -wrote and starred in the comedy series Feel Good, and had a major role in The Flight Attendant on HBO Max.
Today, we're skipping this small talk and getting right into the art of connection and how a little vulnerability often goes a long way.
Hey, May. Hey, Adam.
I just thought it'd be fascinating to get in your head a little bit and learn from how you think and what you can get some of the rest of us to rethink.
Oh great, yeah. I feel like I could learn from you as well.
I'll take some piece of wisdom away I think.
I think wisdom is a high bar, but maybe an inkling is reasonable.
It's like therapy or something, like when you're asked about yourself and talking about yourself, do you find yourself saying things that you weren't aware that you thought?
There's a psychologist Jamie Pennebaker who calls that the joy of talking.
And yes, I love this line where he said, most of us find that communicating our thoughts is a supremely enjoyable learning experience.
That's great. Yeah.
And I do a lot of improv which is like the geekiest art form of all and I stopped doing it for a while I started doing improv comedy in my teens, and then I don't know, I got too earnest and kind of up my own butt.
And so I stopped doing it for a long time.
I think I got inhibited and then recently in the past five years, I've been doing a lot of improv and I find it very Zen.
If you get into a kind of flow state and even vocabulary I didn't even know I had is just coming out of my mouth, it's really difficult to try and be intellectual, or you're accessing like a different part of you.
So maybe it's a similar thing.
I think my favorite part of your Netflix special was the snow globe.
We're little like experience hunters collecting these to put them on our brain shelves and be like, I'm me.
Like, and I always visualize every experience that we collect is like a little novelty snow globe.
You know, and we're just going around being like, like one time I saw Antonio Banderas at the airport.
Yes, I did, I know myself, and no one else is me.
All human interaction is just basically taking turns showing each other our snow globes, and being like...
And someone'll be showing you their snow globe, you know?
And you're trying to be a good listener, it's like a story about a party they went to five years ago, and you're like, yes, and you're like, and you are you as well.
But the whole time, your eyes are just darting to your own shelf.
No, and yes, waiting for your moment.
To be like, and me as well, I have one, and me.
It was hilarious, but it was also profound.
I can't tell you how many times I've been in a conversation with someone and I'm like, wait, this person is trying to show me their snow globe.
And it's changed my approach to the interaction completely in ways that you could probably anticipate.
But how did you land at that?
Like, tell me the backstory.
When I'm writing stand -up, I start by improvising.
on stage, I'll have like a vague idea.
I remember having some idea about when you start in school, everybody asks, what's your favorite color and what's your favorite animal, and how grateful you are to grasp onto something concrete about yourself.
You're like, my favorite animal is a penguin and my favorite color is purple.
And I know myself and that's me and I know who I am.
And then coming out of the pandemic, I was noticing how insane Smalltalk is and how awkward we all were trying to reconnect with people after that period, and then trying to listen more and not just be thinking of my response while someone else is talking or just waiting for my moment to get in there and tell my anecdote because I really noticed, I mean, especially dating, like, when I was single and going on a lot of first dates, it's like, oh my God, there are some people just with a script and who don't ask a single question about you.
And then I started saying like, on dates, I would say, do you have any questions for me?
Because I was doing all the heavy lifting.
It does make me think that a lot of adults are just living their lives as if they're in kindergarten show -and -tell Yeah, collecting experiences like and not really being present for them You know Like I saw Elton John performing and I'd say 85 % of people were watching him through their phones filming it and it just felt like you're just collecting your little nugget that you can Show and I get existential about being present and that kind of thing I was actually just reading this research on what people do when they write dating profiles, where it turns out that most people just try to express
themselves. But other people were much more attracted to the person who showed an interest in understanding them.
A standard profile line was, I'm looking for someone who will always have my back.
But people wanted to date the person who wrote and I will always have your back.
Yes. That's totally, of course that's more attractive.
Yeah. But why don't we realize this?
Of course, we want someone who's interested more than interesting.
Of course we want someone who's going to understand us, not just wants to be understood.
And yet we fail to use that knowledge, not just in dating, but in everyday interaction.
I'm living with a five year old a lot of the time now, which is a really new experience for me.
Like half the time I've got this five year old roommate who is my girlfriend's daughter, and it's amazing.
it really does unlock a sort of pockets of curiosity.
Because it just can't be about you anymore.
If we could practice the same sort of empathy and curiosity that we show toddlers with each other, I think that would be good.
I like that idea, and it speaks to something that I've been grappling with around this whole idea of, on the one hand, we want people to express themselves.
on the other hand there's a fine line between self expression and what sociologists call conversational narcissism where you're telling me something really important and personal and maybe you just went through a terrible experience of loss and you're describing your grief and I'm like yeah I totally know how you feel my cat threw up yesterday it was really hard yes exactly and that happens so much we're really bad at listening a lot of time.
Do you have. Do you have an antidote to that problem?
I mean, my job is conversational narcissism because I'm standing doing a soliloquy on stage with no one to challenge my opinion.
I'm just holding a microphone and talking.
So, but no, luckily, I think in my, in my personal life I've always had enough self loathing that I overcompensate by just sort of asking people questions and being interested in them.
You mentioned just noticing all the struggles people were having with Smalltalk.
Full disclosure, I've always hated Smalltalk.
And it feels like such a waste of time to me.
I'm like, I wanna go right to a deep conversation when I meet someone and get to know them and learn something and have an aha moment.
But a lot of people cannot handle that.
At all. I know, or they make a comment about it.
They're like, whoa, we're getting deep fast. And you're like, yeah, we're gonna be dead soon.
We gotta get to the bottom of things.
Is time linear, do you think?
Like I want to know, what's your trauma.
I know I want it all.
Yeah. I don't know that I want the trauma, but I want everything else.
Oh, okay. Okay. Even just the, what do you do?
Question. I want to ask, what do you love to do?
Yeah. And then like hear about your passions and soak those up.
And I find it so strange that people think that's uncomfortable.
Like, why would you not want to share things that you care about?
I want the trauma too, and it doesn't make me uncomfortable.
I'm okay with trauma dumping.
Cause it's like, I feel like a lot of that stuff is right under the surface with people anyway.
It's like skin deep, just bubbling up in their eyeballs.
So let's get it out of the way, and then we can move forward. I think people just want to be heard, though.
I don't think they need help.
I find it so annoying when people are immediately offering solutions when you're like, no, no, no, trust me, I've thought of that.
And it's just, yeah.
Well, this is the difference between us, Maymartin, because I would never tell you a problem unless I wanted you to help me solve it.
I cannot imagine wanting sympathy instead of a solution.
I don't think it's sympathy.
It's like an understanding of who the other person is.
I think that's at the root of a lot of what I do is like I want to be understood and seen for who I really am.
It's just like I want to know about people's childhoods.
I want to know who are you closer to, your mom or your dad?
Like I want all that.
And so the heavy stuff bubbles up and I'm like, I'm, I'm up for it.
I do think it's really fun to hear about people's defining moments and the childhood experiences that shaped them.
Yes, defining moments.
Yeah, tell me about the defining moment that led you to say, yes, I want to be a comedian.
It's funny because I'm constantly narrativizing my own life and childhood.
I'm always pinpointing these defining moments.
And then sometimes I wonder, were those defining moments or am I just picking them because they fit neatly in the narrative.
But I think a big one was when I was 11, being taken to a standup club and we sat in the front row, I begged to go.
I think that I already wanted to do comedy.
I was like pretty fascinated by it.
And then I was in the front row and the headliner got me up on stage because it was weird. There was a child in the audience and it was like a really raunchy club.
You could still smoke inside in these days.
It was like a smoky basement comedy club that I was in the front row in a little like waistcoat and suit.
And so the headliner brought me up on stage and made me be his ventriloquist dummy.
Like he was squeezing the back of my neck and he thought I was a little boy and he got me to say all these filthy things and people were really laughing and then I think I got a few laughs and I just, my godmother who had taken me was so worried that I was traumatized by the experience that I was like completely addicted and like on cloud nine.
I started taking improv classes when I was 13 and that was really just amazing to find a group of weird kids like me and kind of extraverts and, and just to be messing around every Friday with them.
I felt like I found my, my crew and it was euphoric.
I think one of the things that's unusual about you, at least in my, you know, outsider observations of comedians is that you excel at both stand up and improv.
I feel like most of the comedians I admire are good at one and they struggle with the other.
In my twenties, I was the most stand up I've ever been.
Like I was four or five nights a week in like the big mainstream clubs in London and trying to do multiple shows at night, but that's not really my essence.
So I think my first love was definitely doing characters and improv and writing and acting.
Stand -up feels like it involves two skills.
One is writing and the other is performing, like an actor would, with a script.
Yeah. And in order to be great at stand -up, you have to do both of those things really well.
Yeah. And improv requires neither of those things as far as I could tell.
There's no script. Um, you don't have to write a thing and you're not figuring out how to make something that's already been dreamed up, feel fresh and new and live in the moment.
You actually are alive in the moment.
And so the rehearsal versus spontaneity, the performing versus sort of just being in the moment, it feels like a really different set of skills and maybe even an opposite set of skills in certain ways.
I feel like there's more crossover than you think, because you can really tell when someone is just doing a rote performance that is super polished with stand -up.
I think you do really have to also be in the moment, and when you're taping a special, less so, but doing a live show, you've gotta be responding to the ebbs and flows of energy in the room, and kind of present in the moment, so that people feel like it's a special thing to them.
With improv, you're kind of writing on your feet, or at least you're just writing at rapid speed.
You're just trying to tap into the part of your brain that is so familiar with the rhythms of storytelling and character.
We have all these things in us, so you're just tapping into these really innate storytelling muscles and knowing, okay, now we need a conflict and now we're going to resolve it and things like that.
I do a lot of improvised stand -up, which blends the two, so that's pulling questions from a bucket and then riffing on those.
this, you're lucky if you get one punch line, but you're, you're tapping into like a clownier element and sort of what was funny about you as a kid.
Like you have to, you have to be a little sillier.
And I like that. I do too.
I have a couple hats I wear where I try to incorporate humor as much as I can.
And I always want the idea to lead and the laugh to be part of the supporting cast. But I guess it first started when I was performing as a magician as a kid.
Oh my god. How do I give anything to go back in time and see that.
Oh you wouldn't actually but every once in a while there'd be a heckler in the audience or a trick would go horribly wrong and the only thing I could do was to make light of it.
Yeah. And I think just loving comedy growing up and realizing wait if I can create that experience for other people that I've enjoyed that they're gonna be less bored by the content that I want to cover.
And so I discovered pretty quickly when I was teaching that I got most of my laughs in spontaneous back and forth with students.
Yeah. Like if I, if I tried to script a joke, it fell flat.
Um, but there was something about like reading the moment and you know, sort of then making like an unexpected remark and then making my fun of myself, if it fell flat, that worked really well.
Maybe you and I both have that self deprecation, the superpower where you can get laughs by making fun of yourself.
I think that's really is a superpower because you can't really fail then I guess unless your self -deprecating humor falls flat and then you're yeah I'm even worse at this than I thought I was yeah What is it about being live that makes it easier to be funny you said adrenaline?
I think is one thing that stands out Another thing is you said getting out of your head So you're less likely to maybe self criticize as you're creating.
And that frees you up.
What else happens, like when you have an audience?
There's no shortcut around just bombing a lot in the beginning and putting in the stage time, like any skill that in the beginning, there's a huge gap between your taste and your ability.
And you're like, why am I not as good as these people I admire?
So, I think it's only in the past kind of, I dunno, five or six years really that I felt super confident.
One of my pet peeves is when comedians come off stage and blame the audience massively for their failure.
Sure they're, they're about audiences or they're wasted or they're politically sketchy audiences or something like that or they're heckling, but that's pretty rare.
It's your job to make, to make them laugh and, and whatever you thought was going to be funny, was not as funny as he thought it was going to be.
And I hate when comedians tell the audience, no that's funny, you're wrong.
And it happens so much. No, I know that's funny, and you're wrong.
But what about when the last 19 audiences thought it was funny and then this one didn't laugh?
That's true. Yeah, that might be the rare occasion, but then maybe there was some minute facial expression that you did differently or you were dead behind the eyes.
You've done it 19 times.
You were resting on your laurels.
I like that. So, you have to start by asking, did I earn the laugh?
Yeah. Yeah. I think so.
Now, one of the other things that jumps out to me that's different about the live audience is you have something to react to.
And I think responsive humor is easier than initiating at some level.
I guess it feels like the comedy version of you're picking up on somebody else's last paragraph when you're writing versus you're staring at a blank screen.
Yes. Yeah, for sure.
Not to keep bringing it back to this five year old that I live with, but in general with kids, I've always loved kids and playing like imaginary games And really, I feel like that's what improv is being uninhibited enough to really commit.
Like I remember when I was 11 or 12 playing games at recess and stuff that I was so in.
Like I was giving Oscar -winning performances and I was really present.
And we were acting out these bizarre kind of like games of house where I was the teenage brother and there was like a mom and a dad and it was...
It's just being silly like that and really and listening to the other person and maybe to my detriment I'm less worried about being funny and more worried about responding authentically.
If someone comes in and is like, you know, my dog's on fire.
It's like, how would you actually respond to that?
It's responding earnestly to that situation.
I think that's funnier almost than just trying to think of the next gag.
It's the same as the Snow Globe thing.
Instead of thinking, oh, what am I going to say next?
It's like, what did that person just say to you?
And same with acting, I think, is listening and and responding.
Yeah, I guess the vision I have is you interact with people in a way that's more lighthearted.
Yeah. And yes, ending that's the big rule of improv is yes, and so whatever offer you're receiving is you're going to accept it and build on it, shutting it down or just throwing a different offer back of someone comes into a scene.
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Well that is a perfect segue to the lightning round.
Oh great. I love a lightning round.
What is your favorite improv game?
I don't really play games.
I do scenes. You just no -butted my question.
I know. I know. I know.
I can't actually think of a game.
Well, okay. I'll tell you the reason I wanted to go that question first is I used to go to a lot of improv shows in college and different troops had different go to games and my favorite one was called Shoulda Said?
Do you know this one?
Oh yeah, I love Shoulda Said.
It breaks your first rule of improv there, doesn't it?
Like the person makes a statement and then you can just say, nope shoulda said and then they have to reboot.
Yeah, that's true. What is it about shoulda said that works so well?
I've always wondered.
Hmm, maybe it's just that we all wish we had that in life, a sort of rewind button and you can have another chance at everything.
There's a part of me that really enjoyed watching the person who then had to go back to the drawing board multiple times squirm to try to come up with something better.
There is also a fun sadistic form of improv where you're trying to make the other people in the scene sweat, which is also fun Yeah, what is the worst advice?
You've ever gotten never go to bed angry with your partner because sometimes you gotta sleep and Sometimes you're not gonna resolve it.
You need a break Sometimes you wake up and you're like, I don't know what all that was about.
Never mind And yeah, sometimes you don't have the skills or the energy or the focus or the perspective or anything you need.
What is something you've rethought lately?
Procrastination? I have so much shame about it, and I've just started to accept that whatever I'm doing when I'm not doing the thing is maybe preparing me to do the thing.
So even if I do the thing right before it's due, I can't get into a shame spiral about it.
Who is a comedian that you've become a huge fan of that we may not have heard of yet?
I just watched Jacqueline Novak's special, Get on Your Knees, so it's fresh in my head and it's poetry.
And it's all about blowjobs, so you don't expect it to be profound and moving.
And it kind of blew my mind.
It made me feel like a very lazy writer.
The way she uses language...
it's on Netflix. Wow.
That was not the answer I was expecting.
And did you have a favorite comedian as a kid?
I loved Eddie Izzard. I loved Tig Notaro, Sarah Silverman, Maria Bamford, Steve Martin, kids in the hall.
Some British people like French and Saunders and kind of British troupes and things, but...
What's a question you have for me?
What's your morning routine?
—Ha ha. —I'm allergic to morning routines.
Oh, really? So you're just...
—Freestyling every day?
—Every day. It's honestly the only thing that brings out little creativity in me.
I'm so linear. Like if I have a plan, I will stick exactly to it.
And so I feel like I need to be constantly shaking up my routine to have like fresh ideas and new ways of thinking.
You're eating different breakfasts.
You're waking up at different times.
No, I wouldn't go that far.
No. Like the timing changes every day and there's not a fixed sequence of events other than we get our kids off to school and then start working and I workout at some point, but otherwise I might start with email one morning to try to get warmed up a little bit.
Another morning I might start writing and dive right into like some deep thinking.
Some days I'll be analyzing data.
Like it's all over the map.
One more question. With kids, how do you carve out this time to, to tap back into your kind of egoic creative self and stop your brain from being constantly in kid world.
It was much harder when our kids were really little and I felt like I should always be with them and there's always something fun to do.
And once they were old enough to go to school, I felt like, okay, this is the window to work between when they leave for school and when they come home.
And if I haven't made the most of that, then I'm going to be a worse dad and I'm going to regret the way that I spent my day.
And then I'm also going to end up playing catch up at night after they go to bed.
Yes, totally. I don't want to be that person.
So I've actually found it easier.
Right. Even even though I have less less time net, I use my time much better.
Yeah. Okay. That's good to hear.
It sounds like you're not having that experience right now.
I'm lucky when I'm on stage.
I have to be present.
But it's just I'm in the honeymoon phase of finding it so so riveting and fun and I just want to be like spending the day building like a fort or some cool thing.
You know? I can totally relate to that.
So okay, lightning round be gone.
I want to pick up on your shame about procrastination and full disclosure, I published Research on Procrastination.
It was one of the themes of my first TED talk.
Talk to me more about your procrastination habits, why you find them shameful and how you're managing it.
I got diagnosed with ADHD like a couple of years ago and I still, I grew up in the era where there was a real stigma of like, is it even real?
Is it bad parenting?
I don't know. So I don't even mention it really, but I've always really struggled with time management and I've always left things to the last minute and I need that kind of adrenaline push to complete it.
But I don't know, like the other day I was really beating myself up about, I don't organize my drawers, like all my clothes are kind of jumbled up and not folded and my socks.
And then I was like, I mean you're 36.
Maybe if you remove the shame about it's been my whole life.
I've been like this, you know I'm getting the big things done I get everything done that I need to do and and I drop the ball on little things and rather than focusing on The failures you gotta just recognize that life is hard. We're all overstimulated I mean, especially I have a lot of experience with addiction not to get heavy but in my teens and stuff and I feel like I have sort of addict tendencies and shame is the worst, the most useless and counter productive thing.
If you shame spiral about every time you mess up, then you just sort of your self worth is so eroded that you don't care about anything.
But everyone procrastinates on something and the mistake that a lot of people make is they think they're being lazy and that's when they start to beat themselves up and feel shame.
And yet then if you look at all the things you do while you're procrastinating, a lot of them involve effort and hard work.
Like wait a minute this is not laziness.
We did a podcast a few years ago on why people procrastinate and Fuchsia Sirwa is this great psychologist in the UK who shows that we procrastinate because we're avoiding negative emotions, that there's an unpleasant feeling that a task brings to mind.
For me it's usually boredom.
I don't want to do that thing that's gonna be repetitive and dull, or for a lot of people it's fear like I don't if I can do this, it's really hard, or it might be, you know, confusion or frustration, I'm stuck.
And so I just, I can't do this right now.
I think the the antidote to that is supposed to be once you've pinpointed the unpleasant emotions that drive your procrastination, you can change them.
Like I've figured out how to make some of my boring tasks a little bit more entertaining.
We all have thought partners who help us get unstuck.
But I think the the other interesting thing that comes out and this is the work that Jihye Shin and I did is we did some experiments where we attempted people to procrastinate by making funny YouTube videos available.
You're on the screen, you're supposed to be generating creative business ideas, and then you see we have a bunch of Jimmy Kimmel's mean tweets over on the side of the screen and people who are attempted to procrastinate for a few minutes actually came up with more creative ideas afterward. Which was kind of cool.
That's I love that that's so interesting and and I'm have I'm experiencing that in the writers room I've never run a writer's room before I always have written by myself or with like one friend And so this is the first time I've done a classic writers room and there's like nine writers and I'm supposed to be some kind of leader I was beating myself up because I was I Really care about breaks and I was at every lunch I'm making everybody go and play hacky sack with me and this is a real mix of people who are have not played hockey sack, but I find it makes the afternoon a lot more productive.
People feel free to get up and go get a snack and it really is.
Procrastinating only works in terms of fueling creativity if you're intrinsically motivated by the problem.
If you hate the thing you're trying to solve, then you just avoid it.
Whereas if you're interested in it, when you put it off it stays active in the back of your mind and you get the benefit of the incubation.
You start to reframe it.
Whereas if you don't like, screw that, I'm not thinking about you today.
I love that phrase the benefit of the incubation sometimes if I have something creative to do like a script, I have to do everything else in the day, like I have to do my laundry, I have to clean the thing, I have to do a bunch of chores, I got to play my guitar, and then finally it's like 9 p .m. and my brain is clear and I've been thinking about the thing all day and so it has been percolating and incubating and then I'm ready to do it.
only moderate procrastination was helpful for creativity.
If you waited until the very last minute, it seemed like people had to rush ahead with their easiest idea as opposed to really fleshing out their best idea.
The lesson for me on that was, if you're gonna procrastinate, give yourself a lot of lead time.
Yeah, I like that. That's true.
So let's talk a little bit about shame.
I just read this week some brand new research. This is Landers and colleagues because I know you were curious.
You were about to ask me for the site, right?
I can see it. It's research both in the US and in India asking why do people feel shame in the first place?
It seems like such a dysfunctional emotion but we think that every emotion evolved to serve a purpose and what they find is that shame, the intended purpose is it's supposed to protect you from reputational damage and the things that you feel shame about are things that would make you look bad in the eyes of others, and that's supposed to grab your attention and say, hey, Mae, don't do that!
Other people are gonna think you're terrible if you do that!
And I think where this falls apart clearly is we feel shame about things that are not reputationally relevant.
No one cares if your closet or your dresser is disorganized.
Yeah, but that's where we have our parents' voices in our head and I think that's where parenting is pretty crucial because that's where you're learning everything in those early years.
And so that's where you learn what to be ashamed of.
I think it sounds like then one of your ways of managing that is to interrogate like How did I come to believe that this was a shameful behavior?
And this is not in the category of big things that actually affect my reputation.
No one else cares about this.
So I'm not going to care about it either.
And fear is no good as well.
I used to put my lunch in my locker and then leave it there and forget about it.
It would smell and my locker would be like a nightmare and I just was so ashamed and afraid of people finding out that my locker was full of old lunches and it was just so paralyzing and I think we can feel that in lots of ways in our lives.
What would happen And eventually someone would have to come in, like my mom would come into school with me and like clear out my locker and everybody would see, and it was like, horrific.
So you're still feeling the, like the old lunch, locker shame?
I don't know why that just came into my head, I haven't thought about that in years.
That's fascinating.
I've never heard that kind of shame described before, but it makes a lot of sense.
It's the internalization of somebody else's standards.
Yes. That's such a nuisance in these situations because you never decided that being neat as opposed to messy was important to you.
You were raised to believe it was and you were kind of stuck with it.
Yeah and also it's crazy how we internalize the negative and not the positive.
Like what about all the positive reinforcement that I got from my parents and that we got from life but we just latch on to the negative.
Recently with my drawers I've been thinking like yeah but what are all the good things that you do remember to do, and thoughtful things.
I'm readjusting to living with someone that I'm dating and sharing a space.
We're a really similar level though of like untidy but not dirty in any way, like we're very clean people, but it's mainly clothes.
That's actually a great distinction.
I'm gonna use that when people ask me if I'm organized.
I feel like I'm not tidy but I'm definitely not dirty.
Yes, exactly, yeah.
Looping back to improv.
Somebody asked me a question and I think it was about what would you be doing if you weren't a psychologist?
And I offhand said, I would love to try improv comedy.
I think it would be so fun.
Yes, I got a record number of emails afterward from people saying you have to try improv, take this improv class.
And wow. I'm really excited about the idea, but I haven't done it yet.
And maybe in lieu of that, I was wondering if you could teach me a little improv.
Last night I did an improvised half an hour TV pilot and we, we used a book and we flipped through it and got the title and, and then we asked the audience for the genre and the location.
We had a director with a microphone who could pause and be like, we take you now to, you know, Brian's kitchen, but I cannot recommend it highly enough.
Like, I think you should do, Oh my God, to do it with your family, with your kids.
That would be hilarious.
That's actually a great pitch because thinking about, like I'm not going to do it for me.
I'm like, of course I could be way better at a lot of things and this is the thing I would like to get better at but like I don't know that this is the thing I need to spend more time on right now but if my kids are gonna have a blast, I'm all in.
Yes completely. How old are they?
They're 15, 13 and 10.
Oh my god. You don't look old enough to have a 15 year old.
I'm pretending to be a real adult.
Is it working? Yes.
Oh my god. Congrats.
No one's a real adult.
I find that simultaneously terrifying and reassuring.
Me too. Me too. I'm like, wait, we're in charge?
But also, no one else really knows what they're doing either.
I know and then that whenever I wonder why we as a society are just kind of driving off a cliff, I'm like, well, because everyone's like me like we're all the same.
We don't know what we're doing.
Any of us. The idea that stuck with me is may's lunch locker shame.
We all have a version of it, Something other people disapproved of when we were younger and still haunts us today, even though it's irrelevant now.
That's an opportunity for rethinking.
What standards have you internalized that aren't actually yours?
It might be time to let them go.
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I hate the word playful.
It seems so gross for some reason.
People who use the word playful are never playful.
playful. But yeah, wait, tell me, tell me more about that.
What kinds of people are you interacting with who talk about being playful?
I don't know. Even improvisers who talk about improv sometimes.
So it's, it's very cringy cause they're like, I just want to play, you know, let's play.
And you're like, Oh God, I hate that.
I love this. It's just adults talking about play is, it makes me think about like, I used to go to this theater and watch plays when I was a kid and there was was always a grown up playing like a 10 -year -old and it would be like, I'm playing and it was just really embarrassing.
I never thought about it that way before.
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