I started this channel in the spring, having moved to a little cottage and not sure what I was going to do with my life.
And so it seems fitting that I am here now, years later, facing something new once again.
This month has been rather emotional, but important nonetheless, as I've realized that the time has come to say goodbye.
My son will be born very soon and I promised myself, as well as people in my life.
I deeply love that I will take some time to get suited into this new era, making no definite plans and instead seeing what happens, as no doubt I will need a little time to know where my soul is leading me.
I am naturally nervous about becoming a parent, but I've found myself succeeding far better in life by sitting down and looking at my fears once in a while, taking them out into the sun and sharing them with the wildflowers.
If you didn't know, flowers are very wise.
That may be because fairies are their best friends.
They always remind me that they bloom despite the possibility of drought and fire, because if they don't, they'll stay a seed or slowly shrivel into a dry root ball.
Then they would never get the chance to see how beautiful they could truly be.
I'm keeping this in mind as I prepare to take time to settle into a new life.
How beautiful can each of us be if we let go?
I don't know the answer for myself, but I certainly am going to find out a bit more today and tomorrow and the day after, and so on until the very end.
You've seen me evolve so much from the beginning of this channel as I went on the hard but rewarding journey of learning how to thrive as a rather sensitive soul.
That meant embracing more balance, more being deeply questioning my drive to do more and be more and instead wondering what is doing enough and being enough.
The answer I found was to just begin.
To step into the unknown.
To give it a try.
I have put my heart and soul into my videos for years and I hope you will continue to enjoy them, knowing my love is imbued in each and every one.
I hope to see you again once I'm settled in with my son and will share good news as it comes.
However, I'm trying not to make plans, so what I will say is goodbye for now.
Keep shining your light always and know that you are loved feels like the house is in a bit of uproar right now because baby could be here pretty much any day and there are so many little things to do and get done that it felt like we were in a good place.
But things keep popping up.
So we're working on all of that, getting quite busy, and I'm gonna see how things go.
I'm hoping it will all go well.
I wanted to give you just a few announcements, and that is that I do have a pre-orders for the hardback version of my book The Cottage Fairy Companion available.
If you are interested.
There is never any obligation, but I just wanted to give a little announcement.
It was rather exciting.
I'm going to be signing them all.
There's going to be book plates in each one that are signed.
And I'm going to be including some of my own printed bookmarks in some of them, but I still am working on all that.
So there will be pre-orders available.
If you are interested, there's also the paperback version as well, of course.
But I also have a database of meditation sessions that I've recorded, with soundscapes, as well as short stories that I've recorded and some videos on Patreon, if you're interested in that as well and want to support the channel during this impending little hiatus.
And we're going to see where life takes us from there.
I always like to give those options in case someone is interested, but your love and well wishes is more than enough and i just appreciate you being here and i'm sending you so much love goodbye.
