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Welcome to Bedtime Stories for Everyone, in which nothing much happens.
You feel good, and then you fall asleep.
I'm Catherine Nicolai.
I write and read all the stories you'll hear on Nothing Much Happens, with Audio Engineering, by Bob Widdersheim.
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Now, I'm going to tell you a bedtime story.
It's a soft, simple place to rest your mind.
A way to keep you from wandering.
And just by listening, we'll train your brain to respond in kind, more quickly and easily.
I'll tell the story twice, and I'll go a little slower the second time through.
If you wake later in the night, turn an episode right back on.
You'll be back to sleep before you know it.
Our story tonight is called Color Walk, and it's a story about a soft way to move through the world on a spring day.
It's also about a box of crayons in the desk drawer, a thin jacket, a cool breeze, storefronts and shop windows, and elevating the everyday with calm attention.
Lights out, friends.
Get snuggled down into your sheets and get your favorite pillow in just the right spot.
Let's do a quick muscle release tonight.
And we'll pair it with your deep breaths.
We're gonna do three tonight, I know.
We're getting wild over here.
I want you to breathe in and squeeze all the muscles in your lower body.
Squeeze your legs, your glutes, even your toes.
Hold it and then sigh it out.
Breathe in. Squeeze everything in your upper body, arms and fists.
Hold it and let it go.
Okay, one more. Breathe in, and just squeeze everything, temples to toes.
Squeeze, and hold one more second, and.
Feel the release of the tension in your body.
Good. Color walk. From the kitchen table, I could see the treetops moving in the breeze.
It didn't look too strong, not even a wind, just a zephyr that stirred the new buds as they grew.
My mug was nearly empty, but it still felt warm and comforting in hands, and I savored the last sips.
My gaze fell onto my plate, empty but for a few crumbs and a smear of raspberry jam from the English muffin I'd just enjoyed.
I traced my finger along the plate's edge.
It was plain white porcelain, but with a rim of deep blue.
And it reminded me of the thin -stemmed grape hyacinths that were popping up in the flower bed beside my front door.
I smiled into the dregs of my tea as an idea occurred to me, a way to spend the rest of the morning, sparked by the blues of the plate and the matching flowers.
I hadn't gone on one in an age, but spring was the perfect time to revisit a favorite pastime.
Yes, today was made for a color walk.
The idea was simple – choose a color, and then go for a walk.
Noticing all the places that color showed up.
Each instance would become like a mooring post for a wandering mind.
A color walk could be a solemn, moving meditation or a jolly game of I Spy.
Moment to moment, it could be both.
And in the spring, as the world leapt into color, opportunities to notice, To pay calm attention would abound.
I set my plate and cup in the sink, and went to a drawer in my desk with an idea.
I wanted a way to pick a color for today without getting caught in an internal debate.
About which would be best. Sometimes, even when a decision didn't really matter, I could slip into a loop of comparing and rethinking.
This walk was meant to be a way to rest that part of myself.
So I needed to do something like flip a coin or roll a color dye.
From my drawer, I took out a familiar yellow and green box, the big one with a sharpener on the back that I'd treated myself to on my last trip to the stationery store.
I closed my eyes and flipped the top open, letting my fingers trail over the waxy tips of the crayons.
They'd come organized of course, but I was in the habit of pulling them out by the handful as I used them, and sticking them back in willy -nilly.
So I truly had no idea even what family of color I might pull.
My finger stopped on one, and I slid it from the pack.
I paused to feel where the wax met the paper, how it was peeled back a bit from when I'd sharpened it last. I wondered if it would be…a yellow, which I would spot in every daffodil, a yield sign, or a shade of blue, like the sky today.
But when I finally blinked my eyes open, I saw a drawn, good old burnt sienna.
Huh, I said aloud, didn't see that comin'.
This was a color that had helped me draw many tree trunks and brick house fronts, since my first pack of crayons big enough to include it in grade school.
It was a utilitarian stronghold of a color.
Not one I'd have picked myself for a whims It's a physical stroll in the spring, and that made it perfect for today.
I tucked the crayon into my pocket, for some reason, wanting to bring it along.
I went to the door to step into my shoes and take a thin jacket from the hook.
Outside, I paused to zip up my jacket and feel the air on my skin.
It was one of those spring days when the sky was full of puffy clouds.
So minute -to -minute, you might be dazzled by sunlight, or shrouded in shade.
And with each shift, you'd likely be pushing back the sleeves of your jacket, or tugging them back down.
Still, just now, the sun shone on my face.
And the air smelled of fresh grass on last night's rain.
I was just about to start off when I looked down and spotted a penny on the sidewalk.
I smiled. We were off to a good start already.
ready. I squatted down to pick it up and turned it over in my palm.
The ruddy copper color was tarnished and dark and was my first color spotting.
As I stood, I saw that it was minted the year I was born.
I tucked it into my pocket, beside the crayon, and began to walk.
Now, with lots of practices like this, designed to help us be a bit more present, there's a chance to take it so far that you drive yourself crazy.
That you try too hard, and somehow feel you've failed, even though you actually can't.
I reminded myself that my job wasn't to find absolutely everything that was dark brown or a deep, clay red.
I didn't really have a job at all.
I was just walking and letting things be gently highlighted by my attention.
I noticed last year's leaves caught around the post of a fence.
The old maples faded to paler versions of themselves.
A child on a bike whizzed past me.
When I saw, their sweater was the same mahogany as my crayon.
A neighbour was spreading mulch in their garden beds, when each handful was a rich, reddish brown.
In a backyard, an old potting shed.
was shingled in sun -baked, stained -wood slats.
And on porch steps, terracotta pots held blooming daffodils and johnny jump -ups.
The rust on an old mailbox caught my eye, and the ruddy chest of a robin flying past As I turned down Main Street and made my way into downtown, I spotted two people chatting outside the bakery, each with a dog on a leash.
One was a puppy, much less than a year old.
Her fur, a deep, russet red.
And the other dog was full -grown, but half her size.
His fur, many shades of brown, sticking out all over, like he'd been hit with a dose of static electricity.
As they chased around each other, play -bowing and jumping, their fur blended together and made exactly the shade of red -brown I was looking for today.
In the window of the bookshop, I took a moment to look at each cover on display.
One featured the face of a man with deep -brown eyes.
Another, a mysterious -looking brick house, shrouded in fog.
There was an aged bronze plaque in the alley, marking the oldest building in town, a ring in the window of the jewelry shop, with a big tawny brown stone set in it, a flyer for piano lessons, with a drawing of an upright, made of shiny chestnut wood.
On my way back home, as the clouds shifted and the sun warmed my back, I felt the crayon and the coin in my pocket.
Textures and colors.
Sun and shadows. Steps and slow breaths.
I was grateful for this soft start to my day.
Color Walk From the kitchen table, I could see the treetops moving in the breeze.
It didn't look too strong, not even a wind, just a zephyr, that stirred the new buds as they grew.
My mug was nearly empty, but it still felt warm and comforting in my hands.
I savored the last sips.
My gaze fell onto my plate.
Empty but for a few crumbs, and a smear of raspberry jam from the English muffin I just enjoyed.
I traced my finger along the plate's edge.
It was plain white porcelain, but rimmed in a deep blue.
And it reminded me of the thin -stemmed grape hyacinths that were popping up in the flower bed, beside my front door.
I smiled into the dregs of my tea, as an idea occurred to me.
A way to spend the rest of the morning, sparked by the blue of the plate, and the matching flowers.
I hadn't gone on one in an age, but spring was the perfect time to revisit a favorite pastime.
Yes, today was made for a color walk.
The idea was simple.
Choose a color, and then go for a walk, noticing all the places that color showed up.
Each instance would become like a mooring post for a wandering mind.
A color walk could be a solemn, moving meditation.
Or, a jolly game of I Spy.
Moment to moment, it could be both.
And in the spring, as the world leapt into color, Opportunities to notice, to pay calm attention would abound.
I set my plate and cup in the sink, and went to a drawer, in my desk, with an idea, I wanted a way to pick a color for today without getting caught in an internal debate about which would be best. Sometimes, even when a decision didn't really matter, I could slip into a loop of comparing and rethinking.
This walk was meant to be a way to rest that part of myself.
So I needed to do something like flip a coin or roll a color dye.
From my drawer, I took out a familiar yellow and green box.
the big one with the sharpener on the back that I'd treated myself to on my last trip to the stationery store.
I closed my eyes and flipped the top open, letting my fingers trail over the waxy tips of the crayons.
They'd come organized, of course, but I was in the habit of pulling them out by the handful as I used them, and sticking them back in willy -nilly.
So I truly had no idea even what family of color I might pull.
My finger stopped on one and I slid it from the pack.
I paused to feel where the wax met the paper, how it was peeled back a bit from when I'd sharpened it last. I wondered if it would be a yellow which I would spot in every daffodil.
and yield sign. Or a shade of blue, like the sky today.
But when I finally blinked my eyes open.
I saw I'd drawn good old burnt sienna.
Huh, I said aloud. Didn't see that coming.
This was a color that had helped me draw many tree trunks.
And brick house fronts, since my first pack of crayons, big enough to include it in grade school.
It was a utilitarian stronghold of a color.
Not one I'd have picked myself for a whimsical stroll in the spring.
And that made it perfect for today.
I tucked the crayon into my pocket.
For some reason, wanting to bring it along.
and went to the door to step into my shoes and take a thin jacket from the hook.
Outside, I paused to zip up my jacket and feel the air on my skin.
It was one of those spring days when the sky is full of puffy clouds.
So minute to minute, we might be dazzled by sunlight or shrouded in shade.
And with each shift, you'd likely be pushing back the sleeves of your jacket, or tugging them back down.
Still, just now, the sun shone on my face, and the air smelled of fresh grass on last night's rain.
I was just about to start off when I looked down and spotted a penny on the sidewalk.
I smiled. We were off to a good start already.
I squatted down to pick it up and turned it over in my palm.
The ruddy copper color was tarnished and dark and was my first color spotting.
As I stood, I saw that it was minted in the year I was born.
I tucked it into my pocket, beside the crayon, and began to walk.
Now, with lots of practices like this, designed to help us be a bit more present, there's a chance to take it so far that you drive yourself crazy, that you try too hard, and somehow feel you've failed, even though you actually can't.
I reminded myself that my job wasn't to find absolutely everything that was dark brown or deep clay red.
I didn't really have a job at all.
I was just walking and letting things be gently highlighted by my attention.
I noticed last year's leaves caught around the post of a fence.
The old maples faded to paler versions of themselves.
A child on a bike whizzed past me when I saw their sweater was the same mahogany as my crayon.
A neighbor was spreading mulch in their garden beds, and each handful was a rich reddish brown.
In a backyard, an old potting shed, was shingled in sun -baked, stained wood slats.
And on porch steps, terracotta pots held blooming daffodils and johnny jump -ups.
The rust on an old mailbox caught my eye and the ruddy chest of a robin flying past. As I turned down Main Street and made my way into downtown, I spotted two people chatting outside the bakery.
Each with a dog on a leash.
One was a puppy. Much less than a year old.
Her fur deep russet red.
And the other dog was full -grown, but half her size.
his fur many shades of brown, and sticking out all over, like he'd been hit with a dose of static electricity.
As they chased around each other, playbowing and jumping, their fur blended together, and made exactly the shade of red -brown I was looking for today.
In the window of the bookshop, I took a moment to look at each cover on display.
One featured the face of a man with deep brown eyes.
another a mysterious -looking brick house, shrouded in fog.
There was an aged bronze plaque in the alley, marking the oldest building in town.
A ring in the window of the jewelry shop with a big tawny brown stone set in it.
A flyer, for piano lessons, with a drawing of an upright made of shiny chestnut wood.
On my way back home, as the clouds shifted, and the sun warmed my back, I felt the crayon and the coin in my pocket, textures and color, sun and shadows, I was grateful for this soft start to my day.
Sweet dreams.
