We were strangers once, oceans apart, two paths never meant to cross, until they did.
One moment, one choice, and suddenly, what was once separate became something whole, and the space between us disappeared. love was never meant to be practical it was never meant to make sense but we didn't ask for guarantees we only asked for a chance and so we left without a net without a plan just the fire in our hearts and the belief that together we could turn the unknown into home and home we built brick by brick dream by dream until yours and mine became ours and now the next chapter the greatest leap yet to grow what we've built to welcome the tiny echo of us into this world to take this love this life and watch it grow not perfect not predictable but ours wild real and beautifully untamed one minute.
I don't know what that means.
I think it's a no.
Yeah that's a very clear no.
That's a no.
I'm surprised.
I thought that would say positive for sure.
I have a little bit of a hunch that it wouldn't work in the first go.
I think it's.
We're about to take another pregnancy test, which is number four after three negative ones, only because she's six days late, which I don't think, Only six days late.
Yes, it's normal.
It can happen, especially if you're stressed out.
Yeah, I've been stressed.
But I'm like clockwork.
Like I... Three negative tests.
I'm never late.
Yeah, that's a very clear negative.
I don't know.
You don't have to say sorry, baby.
I thought this one was gonna be yes.
I don't know why.
It's helpful.
Yeah, I think this is gonna prove to be difficult, but we've had two negative tests in the last, like four days, five days, six days.
I want to take a second test before I tell Robin, because I don't want, I don't know, I don't want to give any false hope.
That was like a cheaper test anyway.
And now I'm starting to doubt.
I need to wait until I have to pee again.
We're filming a recipe video today and I've noticed that Robin's kind of, he's been a bit sad.
And it's kind of been since a couple days ago when we took our last pregnancy test.
And he won't say that's why, because I know he doesn't want to make me sad too.
But I can just tell his mood has been a little bit, it's been a little bit down.
So somehow in my head, I was like, I can wait.
I can tell him on his birthday, which is like, yeah, it's in two weeks, which is ridiculous.
I wouldn't obviously wait.
It's like hard to do with mascara.
I need to find like a box.
I need to find something to put it in.
Okay, let's do it.
Maybe.
Maybe.
What?
What's wrong?
Nothing.
Everything's going wrong?
Everything's past due today.
Don't have the bread.
Yeah.
Is it a positive pregnancy test?
No, it's a birthday gift.
This?
No, baby.
Yeah.
No.
Why?
It's not my birthday.
I don't want it now.
It's an early birthday gift.
No, I don't want it.
Baby.
Baby, I don't want an early death.
Why?
I have so many feelings.
Is this real? that you can give that to yourself only.
I just found out this morning.
Really?
Yeah.
Really?
The first one was this morning and the other one was just now.
But you tested before.
Yeah, it was negative before.
Oh, so I thought you were keeping it from then.
No, I found out today.
Really?
Yeah.
I need to cocoon you now.
How can I cocoon you more?
No more driving?
July 15.
Perfect.
That's a summer baby.
It's a summer baby.
Thank you for being pregnant.
Thank you for being pregnant.
My heart is racing.
I definitely want to puke.
I can't tell if it's the morning sickness or if it's nerves or both.
So I'm about to call my sister and tell her that I'm pregnant.
And she has to be the first person I call because she's said as much.
I was with her the moment she took her pregnancy test and found out she was pregnant with her first.
And so she was like, it's only right that I also find out first.
Well, naturally that didn't happen.
Robin's the only other person who knows.
But before we tell the rest of our family, I have to tell her first.
I have a gift idea.
Oh, you're cute.
I'm getting her a baby cousin.
But I've known for two weeks and I'm dying.
The morning sickness is killing me.
My mom just got back from one month of like backpacking through India.
So I'm gonna call her to just ask her how it was and how it went and then drop the news.
How was India?
And one other thing that is going to happen next year is you're going to have a new grandkid.
Robin, kiss her for me.
Kiss her tummy for me.
I do it every day.
How does it feel for you?
Happy that you talked?
Yeah, I think especially because I know my sisters and my mom have experienced nausea.
It'll be nice to at least talk to somebody about that.
And one more too, actually.
July 15th.
My dad's saying he loves you.
I love you too.
So much, so much.
I have a grandkid now.
So we just bought a box of chocolates and we're going to hide a t-shirt in there that says you're going to be a grandma.
And then we're going to give that to my mother.
Oh, nice chocolate.
What's this?
I love it.
It's perfect, right?
She'll never know.
She'll never know.
She will never know.
You already ate something!
This is something!
I'm about to tell my best friend that I'm pregnant.
I'm so happy for you!
So we're gonna tell our friends today.
And what I did is I made a whole quiz with a little trivia about last year to see who knows what everybody was up to.
So when everybody's hyped up and we did the quiz, then we dropped the news.
So I'm very curious to see how that goes.
I'm six weeks pregnant.
And this nausea is just totally killing me.
Our team doesn't know yet.
So I'm homesick, which I think I am actually also sick.
I feel like I can't really do anything.
Like I can't scroll social media.
That makes me nauseous.
The TV, the moving elements makes me nauseous.
Being nauseous and being in this first trimester and working with food like that being the primary thing I do for work is just kind of like.
I am just like so tired of this nausea.
It's relentless and I feel like I know I need to eat.
I feel so hungry, but I can't.
I know if I don't eat, my nausea is gonna get worse.
So I know I need to eat, but I don't wanna eat.
So I'm literally eating plainest of plain crackers so that there's something in my stomach.
It's so dry is brutal for somebody who loves food and who works with food.
I need to review the recipes that are going to go into the app and even just looking at the photos, bringing about a gag reflex, it's terrible.
Oh, i feel so useless.
I feel like i'm not.
I haven't been doing anything and i know it's okay.
I have been growing a little even, but it's exhausting.
I'm not used to not being productive.
I'm at this stage of pregnancy where I'm like what did I get myself into?
I'm trying to remind myself that this is something to be very grateful for.
We tried for a while to get pregnant.
Not everyone can, and so I'm grateful.
But at the same time, I'm so sick of being sick all the time.
I just feel so nauseous all the time.
What we did see is that he's a very active baby.
I'm very active.
We are going to our 20 week ultrasound.
I'm very excited.
I'm very nervous.
Mom and dad.
Oh my gosh.
Oh, that's like you.
Yeah, that's right.
It's longer.
I don't have that.
No, I'm just really relieved.
Everything is very good with the little one.
I always felt like when people showed these before they were so uninteresting, they're just like little blobs.
But now i'm like, and then we didn't want to know if it's a boy or girl, so that's in this envelope.
Although i did, she did say in the beginning i will always call a baby, i'll say he, he.
And she said she said her spine.
No, you didn't hear that.
No, i heard that.
Maybe she didn't even notice.
But no yeah yeah, if i'm honest, i did hear her say after she checked, after she checked, she said now i have to check her spine.
So i hope that she maybe just misspoke, but i think i think we don't know.
You want to just open it now?
No no no really, i don't know, i don't know.
Yeah, it's still up in the air.
That means you didn't confirm anything.
The confirmation is in here, so it could still be anything.
Okay, so our options were, we were either not going to know until the day of, let it be a surprise.
I'm still okay with that, but holding this now in my hands is difficult.
Yeah, I know, of course.
Option number two is we make a date.
We do some baby stuff.
We go for a nice dinner and open it then.
I like that idea.
Then option number three is we just open up.
Yeah, I'm pretty sure I already know.
But let's make a date.
Let's make a date out of it.
Nice little event.
What are you doing?
Looking up cribs, baby.
So Robin, the lady said the baby weighs 300 grams.
300 grams.
It's heavy even.
Yeah.
I think it's also actually like this size too.
Oh, this could be the best thing that I'll ever know.
Mmm.
