Episode 317: The Horrific Murder of Katy Hawelka Part 1 | Morbid

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So this is the case of the really brutal murder of Katie Hawelka.

This happened back in the 80s. It happened in Potsdam, New York.

This is a crazy case, and I just want to start by saying that Brian McCarthy, the man who was responsible for the crime, I'm about to describe.

He's up for parole every 24 months. So every 24 months, the family of his victim, Katie Hawelka's family, has to fight to make sure he doesn't get parole.

And I'm going to talk about this at the end of the episode as well and I'm going to share a petition that's been created. uh by the family to make sure that he doesn't get parole i'm gonna sign it I think once you guys hear what he did, you are going to want to sign it too.

And I really urge you to, but obviously listen for yourself.

I think you'll come to the same conclusion.

This family really fights for Katie's legacy, like the Huelka. the extended family, they fight for her legacy.

They fight for justice. And I really give them a ton of credit for putting themselves out there correctly. constantly and fighting for this.

And the fact that they have to go before the parole board every 24 months and like see this guy and just basically beg.

For him not to be let out, which he's an animal.

He's an animal. And in my opinion, he deserves to be behind bars for the rest of his life.

I think you'll agree once you find out. I'm so nervous to hear about this.

Yeah, it's awful. Now, again, like I said, I will put the petition in the show notes.

I will say it at the end again. We'll hear about it and we'll talk more about it in the second part.

We'll talk more about the parole stuff, what they've been through, what they say about it.

So... This tragic case takes place at Clarkson University in Potsdam, New York, and it took place on August 28th, 1986. year after I was born.

Now, immediate side note, Clarkson University has a very interesting origin story.

And I am going to ask you to read a book that is on this case.

I think it's the only book on this case.

The author did an amazing job. His name is William D. LaRue.

Oh, cool. And I know, it's a cool name, just saying.

He I mean, when he did such thorough research, he spoke the family, he spoke with investigators, he poured over every single document in this case.

He really wanted to get the whole thing out there.

It's called A Stranger Killed Katie by William D. LaRue.

And I'm going to obviously link it like we always do.

But I just wanted to tell you right ahead of time that his information in there is amazing.

You're gonna get even more stuff that I'm not gonna put in here in that book.

So I really encourage you to go read it.

I love when you can just find like such a good book on a case.

Yeah. When somebody really did the due diligence, like it's really, it's nice when somebody really does it.

It's like, I want to make sure you guys read it.

Now it's again, like I said, super thorough, super engrossing and, And he's really put a spotlight on Katie as a person.

And also her family. Like he's put a huge spotlight on her family, especially her parents who like seem like Just this seems like a really great family.

It really does. Like the more I read about them, the more I was like, I just want to hang out with you guys.

Like you just seem like a cool family that just like supports and loves each other.

I love that. But yeah, definitely check out that book.

Now, according to LaRue, according to that book and confirmed with additional sources, I went on like a deep dive to Clarkson University history.

It's actually a memorial. It was made as a memorial thing, like a memorial thing after his death.

It was after 57-year-old Thomas S. Clarkson, who was a businessman in 1894.

It was after he died pretty tragically. Oh, really?

Now on August 14th of that year, 1894. He was helping his co-workers on a job at a sandstone quarry that he owned.

Now he was aiding them in moving a 4,400 pound steam pump.

And suddenly, without warning, the pump began to tip over.

Oh my God. They all ran to get out of the way.

He tripped and fell. No. And it literally fell on him.

Oh, my God. Now, his employees and coworkers lifted.

They actually all lifted the pump up. And he was able to like pull himself out, like crawl out.

Horrible. Good thing. It truly is. He had a broken right femur.

The tibia and fibula beneath it were crushed completely. like bone dust.

He was taken to the hospital and by August 19th, only a few days later, he had fallen into a coma and passed away.

Yeah, so it's really sad. That's true. Now, he had lived at the time he was single and he was living with his sisters, Lavinia, Frederica and Annie.

That's adorable. After his death they decided they needed to do something to honor him.

So they got together, his sisters, and decided it needed to be an institution of higher learning.

And so they went with a technical school in Potsdam.

They wanted that to be what was his legacy. because he had always talked about how much he admired and supported higher education.

Now in 1896 using their money they built and created the Thomas S. Clarkson Memorial School of Technology. which would later become Clarkson University.

So it's just a tragic and very interesting beginning to the central location. for this very tragic case.

Right. Is there like talk that it's like cursed or something?

I honestly have not heard anything that it's cursed because.

Up until this point, it was a very safe school.

This is a very safe community, really. In the books and in a lot of the interviews I've seen with the family, they actually said they were very happy that she had chosen to go to this school instead of in the city because this was so safe and they weren't worried.

Now technically the evening of August 28th, 1986 was where this story begins.

Now, on that evening, 31-year-old Kim Avadikian, I believe is how you say it, he was a security guard at Clarkson University.

He found himself working the overnight shift and he was tasked that night basically with protecting the computers that were being stored in the Walker Arena on campus. now he was just as he was a security guard and at this time the security guards where what I think the chief of police actually talks about it and the president of the university, they were basically just night watchmen.

Okay. Like they weren't, properly trained to really handle a lot of craziness.

Because there really wasn't a lot of craziness going on.

Yeah, and I think they just didn't really make a big police force out of this whole thing.

Right. Basically, they were there to protect, to make sure that nobody was robbing a building.

Essentially, like that or like doing, you know, that all the doors were locked, like all that kind of thing.

Like they weren't really trained to handle like. confrontation of any kind, you know, just putting that out there ahead of time because it gets a little hairy. um so he's working the overnight shift he's just going to be in the walker arena on campus making sure nobody's going to bust in there and try to steal the uh computers, which were like the new thing because it was like the eighties and everybody on campus got a computer.

I think it was a Zenith computer. which is like one of the original ones.

I was going to say, that means nothing to me.

It was like a big draw to the university because you all got your computer.

That's cool. No. It's like you got an iPad.

Exactly. No, you got an iPad in like kindergarten or something.

He was doing his thing, basically looking out for any funny business going on.

He was only one of two security guards around the campus. at this time in the night slash morning.

Small campus or large campus? I think it's a pretty good sized campus.

But again, it's just like not a lot going on.

Quiet. Now, around 325 AM on August 29th, 1986, he started to hear what he felt was someone banging on the doors of the apartment.

So obviously that's concerning, especially at that time in the morning.

Just going to say that. He contacted the other security guard that was on duty for the evening on campus, which was 30-year-old Donald Shanty.

And he let him know, you know, I'm hearing something weird.

It sounds like somebody's banging on the doors.

They might be trying to come in. I don't know.

So Shanti was like, sure. Like, I'm going to head over there.

So he heads over there because the guy, like...

Avadikian was in the Walker Arena shanties, like patrolling outside.

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So he goes over there in his patrol car and he turns into the area and he said he could see one thing next to the arena immediately.

And that was a couple that appeared to be having sex outside of the arena.

Okay. on the grass next to the building around the back of the parking area.

He said the man had dark hair and that he literally looked up at Shanti as he drove in and then just continued what he was doing.

Okay. So the way it was described is that they could see the man from the back And the woman had her leg up and he was holding her leg.

That is what they did. I'm only describing that so that you can understand. why I and a lot of other people think that this should have been looked at a little bit.

Yeah. Now, that's weird, right? Like she's lying on the grass in front of him.

Yeah. Now, Shanti at first, obviously, was like, what the fuck?

That's shocking to come across, I'm sure.

Of course. But he had been working there for a couple of years and he said, weirdly, he has come across students having sex outside.

And he said, it's weird. It's weird to handle it.

It's not a good situation for anybody involved.

Right. And so he was kind of just like, oh, like, hopefully they're just going to leave because now they know I saw them.

So maybe they'll just leave. And yeah. I don't want to be a part of this.

So he went to the front of the arena and he spoke to Avadikian.

So he just left them there because he had shown the light on them and he went around and he was like, hopefully they're not there anymore.

But like, we're going to have to go over there and see.

Okay. So together they drive to the other side of the arena.

Avadiki and Enchanty and hoping that they had left, but they were still there.

Okay. But now the man was trying to be inconspicuous and seemed to be like crouching, like trying not to be seen.

So they drove away again. Okay. This is when I'm like, why did you drive away when he was hiding?

Now, my immediate thought was. Why are we just allowing students to have sex outside the Walker Arena on campus at 325 in the morning right like that is illegal like why are we allowing that like that's illegal everywhere and also why aren't they going to make sure this woman is okay And these questions may be yours too.

And I'm assuming they are. There's a few things here.

It's a weird position. You should make sure she's okay.

Well, because I mean, the first thing for me is like, you can't see her face.

So you don't know if she's okay. She's lying down and he's not.

Like, okay, you saw her leg, but a man can move a woman's leg pretty easily.

And he's controlling it. Exactly. So it's like...

She's laying down. He is not. It's 325 in the morning on a night when all the students were out at bar. and everything, you should make sure she's awake.

That should be a thought in your head. Again, there's other things with this, but to me, I'm like, what are you doing?

I also feel like this unfortunately happened in a time where we weren't. looking into these things.

No, definitely not, which is really sad.

Exactly. But... So there definitely should have been, they should have stopped this.

Absolutely. They definitely should have.

Not even just for the assault, if that is what's occurring.

Which is because you can't have sex on campus if that was the case.

Yeah, it's like you got to stop. You can't let people like be having sex outside on campus.

You just can't like that. That should be part of your job is to make sure that doesn't happen.

If you're allowing that, you're setting a precedent.

Exactly. But then to play a bit of devil's advocate, because I truly don't think these security guards were properly trained. trained at all for this shit and that's on the university to be quite honest and They're not police officers, so they haven't been given training in this kind of thing, at least not in depth.

They're basically... they're not trained to observe that in the way that we're thinking about it in that moment.

Like hindsight, sure. But they're probably in the moment just like, oh, God, I don't want to deal with this.

It would be like if you and I were like seeing that like we just.

I don't know what we're supposed to do. That's the thing.

It's essentially any of us seeing that because they are not trained at all.

I have no more training than you or I do.

Like they're literally just there so that someone is there.

Just for like a body. Right. But and it's like, especially in the 80s, they're really just around to make sure those doors are locked.

No one's stealing those Zenith computers.

That's it. So to them, according to all police reports that I could find and both of their own words, They thought this was just two students consensually having sex.

They were trying to make this situation stop in the easiest way possible without having to actually have some weird interaction with them.

They were trying to do it at like an arm's distance, like we're going to flash the light on them.

Hopefully they'll get up and leave and we don't have to talk to them or have some weird.

In a weird way, I'm also like, you're kind of respecting their...

Privacy, which is not even if that was the case.

There's a lot of angles to it, for sure.

But now, I would have to say I'd advise that... you know, this kind of situation always be looked into.

Because I believe it would be more routine to always check and make sure nothing unsavory is happening. and that it is indeed just a mutually bad decision made by two consenting adults.

Right. If that's the case, then bye. See you later.

Go on your way. Don't do this again. That's gross.

You would hope that today it would be treated differently.

That's the thing. But on the flip side, you got to intervene, man.

Like, you don't know if she's safe. And that's like...

To me, I'm like, you got to look at that.

I can see both sides. I totally can. Again, I'm not like it's by no means, you know, anyone's fault, but Brian McCarthy's fault.

But. They're just, I'm like, I can understand why the family would be upset.

Of course. Knowing that two security guards saw the progress like this in progress and didn't stop it immediately.

So it's like. I get that because I'm assuming a life could have been saved.

And I understand that. So what we'll find out is that likely it...

I'm not sure if it would have absolutely saved something from happening, but Who knows?

You just don't know. That's the thing. And we could sit here and be like...

You just don't know. And the family having that in their head that you just don't know.

Yeah. It's like, that's hard. But then these two security guards...

And I don't think anybody believes that they had any ill intention or they wanted something bad to happen.

They were just kind of negligent. to be honest.

But again, I take it more to the university to train them properly and to have people that are more trained and ready to deal with it. this kind of thing.

Because it's on the university to ensure the safety of its students.

Of course. And that's the thing. So there's really just like a trickle down effect of just like bad decision making going down here.

But Alan H. Clark, the president of the university at the time, later commented on this whole thing.

And he said, quote, they were night watchmen.

They weren't charged with enforcing public morality.

Yeah. And it's like, well, maybe they should have been.

Yeah. Like that's that's a that's a bad thing.

Or if they if it weren't them, like have a different set of actual security guards monitoring the campus exactly and What they did is normally like on campuses now, you know, there's like police forces attached to them.

It's like, yeah, there's a lot more. There's call boxes everywhere.

But in here, they had two-way radios that didn't even connect to the police.

So they would have to go find a phone to call the police if some emergency did happen, which is what happened here.

They had to go find a phone. Oh, man. Because again, this is the 80s.

They don't have a cell phone on them. Right.

So their two-way radios didn't even connect to the police station, which is like that.

That's negligent, guys. Definitely. And that's not on the security force.

It's on the campus. It's just a lot going on.

A lot of missteps. Basically, the president said, you know, they were initially checking in on the noises they heard around the walkway. or arena doors thinking they were possibly stopping a burglary in progress.

And when they saw what they believed to be two students having sex, they dealt with it second and kind of in a hands-off approach. which is wild to me because again, shouldn't be happening even if it's consensual, but you know, whatever.

Now, a university spokesman later said, too, quote, they had no way of knowing they were stumbling upon the worst crime to take place on this campus in its 90 year history which of course they didn't of course they did not And I'm sure they have a lot of regrets, to be honest.

And for that, I feel for them. But they also were not given the correct tools to know that.

And they didn't really give themselves the correct tools.

There's a lot there. Now, the police chief, Clinton Maytot, who is a player in this whole case, he actually interviews Brian McCarthy.

He's a part of this whole entire thing.

He said he agreed that, and which I do too, that they were not intentionally ignoring an assault in progress because they just didn't know it was happening.

And I fully agree with that. Now, he said it was definitely a casual response to students out in the open like that.

He was like, that's pretty fucking casual to just be like, hopefully they go away.

But it wasn't like, again, they were trained to handle it appropriately.

Do I think they intended for harm to come to Katie?

No, not at all. Do I think they were negligent in stopping this regardless of whether it would have saved Katie or not?

Yes. Yeah. And that's the end of my thoughts on it, but I would be interested to hear what anybody else thinks too.

But either way, they decided to leave again.

After the second time. And this is after he was hiding.

After he was kind of hiding, which... Could have been that he's embarrassed and that he was hiding.

And I'm sure that's what they assumed. That's probably what they were assuming.

That they didn't want to get caught. Exactly.

Like they were trying to hide now. Now they apparently, so they leave again.

And at this time, apparently they discussed with each other, you know what?

Should we call the actual police now? Because again, that's the protocol for when things get like crazy.

They were like, we've given them a couple of times.

They're not moving. I don't know what to do. but they were like, we really don't want to call for this.

Cause we're, and I think that it was seemed to me from what I've read in different places that, they didn't want to call because they were kind of given the notion that like, Call for emergencies.

Don't be calling willy nilly. Right. And I think they were like, is this an emergency?

I don't like. Oh no. So again, it's a lot of like, ah, that's a tough situation.

Right. So they were like, no, we don't want to call.

Let's do it one more time. We'll shine our headlights on them until they get embarrassed and just leave.

If it doesn't work... Last resort, we call the cops.

Basically, they were going through a three strikes and you're out kind of approach here.

All right. I can understand the thought process.

You can. That's the thing. You can understand both sides of this.

I can 100% understand that. How on the side of things, you know, Katie's family and anybody on that side of things being like, what the fuck?

Because I am like, what the fuck? Because if that's your loved one, you're thinking like, no, like this could have been stopped and you were the people that could have stopped.

And even I'm thinking that. I'm like, what the fuck?

And I still think that. Then when I take myself over to the other side, I'm like, I understand the thought process that you...

You didn't think that if you had known an assault was happening, you would have jumped into action, but you didn't know. but you didn't go to find out.

But it's also like so many things. Easy to see it that way as somebody who's not actually connected to the person this happened to.

Exactly. And it's like, I have never been in their shoes. in that situation, so I can't say what I would think or do.

Exactly. ever been in the family shoes.

So it's like, I'm not going to speak for either one of them, but I can say I see.

100% both sides. And I respect both sides totally.

I just hate that. I just hate this. It's a tough one.

So again, they're going to drive over there a third time.

They're going to shine a light on them if they don't move.

They were calling the cops. That was their decision.

I get that. So they drive over there again.

And now they see that the man is gone. So they see that they're gone, and at first they're like, oh, my God, thank goodness they left.

Like, it worked. But then they look closer. and they see that the woman is still there.

She is lying there alone now on the grass, very still and partially nude.

Now, this is tough. I just want to let you guys know, this is like we're talking about sexual assault.

We're talking about a very rough assault.

I just want to let you know when they got closer to her, they noticed she was lying in a pool of blood that surrounded her head.

Oh gosh. and they freaked out now. Like immediately they sprang into quick action.

So they really went, they went right into action.

Avadikian ran to call police and Shanti ran to the woman to try to help her.

Now, in the police report, Chanty said, quote, and I think her airway was filled with blood.

And he stated he had tilted her head to the side to try to aid her in clearing the blood from her mouth. to try to help her breathe easier because he said she was gurgling and seemed to be choking oh god Now, he was very worried.

He said he was struggling to breathe. There was so much blood.

And when police soon arrived on the scene, they stated that when they got there, Shanti was still holding her head in his hands to comfort her.

So these are good people. That's the thing.

So it's like, I by no means think they intended for harm to come to this.

I think that action alone shows what they would have done if they had known what this was in the first place.

And I am very glad that she had like somebody was comforting her in that moment for sure. and that they weren't just stepping back and not touching her, because it's like, I'm glad she had someone.

So they looked to the wall behind the victim and there was blood spattered up to what they said, like seven feet high on the wall.

Oh, my God. So immediately investigators theorized that this woman's head had been smashed into the wall at least a few times.

Now, police were on their way and Avadikian ran back to the scene.

But on the way to the scene, he noticed a man with dark hair balled up under a metal stairway.

And this was about 50 feet from the victim's body.

Like hiding. Like hiding. Now, he didn't know if it was somebody trying to hide.

Or he said it could have been someone who was hurt and like balled up under there.

So he notified police like he let them know he was like, by the way, Like somebody's over there lurking.

So a couple of the police officers went to the victim and a couple of them went to the man under the stairs.

Now, Officer John Kaplan, Officer Dale Culver, Officer David Bartlett and Sergeant James Lewis were the first ones on the scene. along with like the EMTs and everybody, they dragged the man out from the stairway immediately.

I'm so glad that he was still there. I thought you were going to say they got over there and he was gone.

No, he was conscious. He was unhurt in reality and intentionally hiding.

He had dark hair and a scruffy beard. He had blood on his shirt and he was over dramatically whining and bitching about his back being hurt.

Like they tried to pick him up and he was like, no, no, no, my back.

Like freaking out. Fuck off. So they found an ID on him that said he was Brian McCarthy and he was 23 years old. as they tried to ascertain who he was and what the fuck he was doing under the stairs near a woman who was battered beyond recognition.

He kept asking, how's the girl? And they found this strange.

And it was also not coming off as sincere.

It was coming off as almost like a taunting like how's the girl And they were like, what the fuck?

Because he knew who she was. Because he knew what he did to her.

Now, he claimed... Immediately, he claimed he was only there... because he said, I heard her screaming and I tried to save her.

But the attacker, who was a man with a black jacket, had kicked him in the back and he had passed out.

He had passed out, but then he made it underneath those stairs.

During his heroic act of trying to save somebody.

Although he had some real fucking problems telling them where exactly on his back. this occurred because it went from his lower back to his upper back to his head at one point because he's a lying sack of shit.

Now, when they saw the victim, they could see she was blonde, but her hair was completely soaked in blood.

Her face was bruised, swollen, and battered savagely.

She was partially nude, wearing only a sweater and a button up that had been crudely pulled up to expose her body.

As emergency personnel showed up, she coded at one point and they brought her back to life.

Wow. Now, at the hospital, the victim was identified as 19-year-old Clarkson University student Katie Hawelka.

19. 19. And you said this is August. Yeah.

So this is like before anything even started on campus?

She had been dropped off by her mother only the day before for her second year at Clarkson.

The day before. Oh my god. Her mom was literally woken up before dawn with a police officer calling her and saying that her daughter Katie was attacked on campus.

And was at the hospital. I can't even imagine how that would feel at all.

But a day after you drop your kid off at school.

And that, I mean, because that happened at like three in the morning, that was literally that night, essentially.

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I'm not sure. I'm going to look it up because I don't want to fuck it up.

So hold, please. All right. It's Oneida.

I was right, but I wanted to make sure. Now, her parents are Terry Connolly and Joseph Hawelka.

Her mother worked in sales at Pitney Bowes in Syracuse, and her father was a dentist in Oneida.

Now, she was the second oldest of four children with one older sister, Betsy, one younger sister, Carrie, and one younger brother, Joe Jr., Although Terry and Joseph divorced in 1972 when the kids were very young, it was an extremely amicable marriage.

There was no bad blood, no custody issues, nothing.

Wow, that's like literally unheard of. Oh, yeah.

It was one of those healthy divorces that you rarely hear about.

Yeah. So the kids just adjusted and were totally happy and fine.

There was no conflict and no turmoil around them.

Now, Josie. He remarried a woman named Janice in 1974 and the families blended and got along perfectly.

Awesome. Now, Katie's friends and family only ever referred to her as Katie or Kate.

Her mom liked to call her Never a Bad Day Kate.

Stop. Stop. Because everyone said she was truly just a happy young woman and had been since she was a child.

That Never a bad day, Kate. Yeah, never a bad day, Kate. people and she took every opportunity to make the most of her life and make accomplishments for herself.

Now she and her siblings were So close.

So close. Everyone who knew this family knew those kids would always have each other's back.

And this family was just a really big supportive unit together.

Yeah. Sounds like it. They would they would like help each other out.

They would always hang out with each other.

There were there were stories in the book that i told you guys about of like um little joe joe jr he like Was having trouble swimming at one point.

All three of his sisters dove in and like saved him.

Like without even thinking. I love this.

It's just like things like that. They were on it.

They took care of each other. Now, again, according to the book, on December 21st, this like really blew my mind.

On December 21st, 1975, all the kids and Joe Sr. and Janice survived a house fire when their Christmas tree went up in flames. is so scary now they had gone over to Joe Senior's house for like to open gifts and all that so Terry was at her home right when this was happening so she wouldn't and I'll tell you the whole story but when she woke up she was like I almost lost my entire family in one swoop.

And it didn't even hit her until later. And I encourage you to read the book I'm linking because he tells this story in such detail and it will give you like goosebumps.

Goosebumps. like goosebumps the way this story went down.

But I'll give you like the overview. So So the house fire happened because the Christmas tree went up in flames and they survived because Joe Sr., leapt 30 feet from the house, the roof, onto the driveway, and then caught his children and his wife as they jumped into his arms.

Are you kidding me? He literally told them all, you don't have, they were all on the roof.

And he was like. You don't have to worry.

I'm going to get down there. You will jump into my arms and nothing will happen to you.

And they all trusted him. not one of them hesitated like he like holy shit like even like janice said it she was like those kids i know i have I very much have goosebumps.

He said not one of those kids even took a thought about it because their dad said, I will catch you.

And they believed it. Because he never gave them a reason that he wouldn't.

I hate that this beautiful family had to deal with this.

Right. Now, so he caught them all and his wife.

He did this after he fell. When he jumped, he broke his right leg.

I was going to say. And his left ankle in his own gym.

And then caught everyone else. And then caught them all after he did that.

Wow. During the escape from the home, the kids all helped each other.

They made sure to get their little five-year-old brother themselves.

Like, the girls all made sure to get little Joe himself.

These are the kind of parents they were in the kind of family they were.

And they seriously just seem to be what the what you would want in a family.

Like, if you could write down, here's what I want from a family, they are it.

I would want my dad to save me and catch me after he breaks his femur and ankle.

And again, you got to read the book because there's a couple of little stories in there. that I want the author to be able, because he's the one who got them, so I want him to be able to tell you it.

And they're just like little heartwarming moments that happen during this.

Like there's one that just like... my heart melted and you really got to read it because it's just, it's a really amazing story.

But Katie was close to all of her siblings like they all were.

But she and Carrie, her little sister, were literally best friends.

They did everything together. In the book...

Carrie is quoted as saying, my friends couldn't believe that my sister and I were so close and that she drove me to school every day.

Many of them had older sisters who wouldn't even acknowledge them in the lunchroom hallway. and she's like and literally like I think what was it they went to the same prom even though they were in different grades and like Katie was super excited that Carrie was going to be at her prom and it was like that kind of thing.

Now, eventually, Terry, the mom, married a man named Martin Connolly and Joe ended up divorcing Janice and marrying a woman named Donna.

These new step parents got along really well with the kids and the spouses and things just were... continue to be smooth and happy for everybody now katie was in the brownies when she was little She took pride in being a community helper whenever she could.

This family like raised money for like...

There were like kids in the neighborhood that like a kid that was sick in the neighborhood.

The kids raised money for them to get like medical treatment.

Wow. Yeah. She was a great student. She had a ton of friends.

In eighth grade, she received a very coveted Good Citizen Award. because she was just such an all-around helper and pleasant, smart, all of that.

She was a babysitter for a lot of the neighbors and would literally watch like their infants in like eighth grade and was apparently amazing.

She was wicked good with kids and was super trusted. in high school she was a cheerleader, she was part of the student council, she was on the pep club, she was student body president at one point.

She played clarinet and band. She was on the yearbook stage.

She was treasurer of Kappa Epsilon Phi sorority in high school.

She was the quintessential preppy kid too aesthetically.

Yeah. Like she wore those like oversized polo shirts.

Yeah. and like collared shirts with the like oversized sweaters.

She was just cool. Like I was like, oh, I want to hang out with Katie.

Like Katie just looks cool. And she graduated with honors and she was accepted at her first choice school, which was Clarkson University, where she was going to pursue finance or a business degree.

I feel like she would have absolutely slayed anything she did.

She would have. She would have killed it.

The fact that she did so many things in high school alone.

And not only within high school, but outside of high school, at home and in the neighborhood.

And I just hate that the only reason we know all of this is because of this horror. thing that happened.

Exactly. And I feel like it's like you can tell that these parents like instilled such good values in these kids because... they just without thought or being asked would do things to help each other and everybody else. parents.

That's parents doing what they should do.

It says Like the way that their kids are says so much about who they are.

For sure. And just that story alone. Of her father.

Of her father and them trusting implicitly that he would.

That shows you that those kids felt safe with those parents and that they created a family system that they...

That is like something that I wish everybody could have.

It's like a force to be reckoned with. Now, Clarkson University actually didn't start letting in women students until 1964.

It was an all men's college. And one of the reasons Katie wanted to go there was she, and this was according to her family, Her sister Carrie especially said she wanted to be part of the movement to break down barriers for women there.

Hell yeah, she did. to show that like women belong in higher education and I'm going to like fuck the world up.

She literally wanted to go there to like buck all the stereotypes.

To stick it to the man yeah she's just so fucking cool like it's this just sucks No, during her first year there, she made a ton of friends immediately.

Obviously. Like who wouldn't want to be friends with Katie?

She had a roommate named Nancy Parks, and they were like immediate sisters, like best friends.

Poor Nancy, like when she found out what happened, it was like the most devastating thing because Nancy had transferred out to another school.

Oh no. So she heard it like far away. Right.

That must have been so helpless. But Katie stuck it out at Clarkson, even though Nancy transferred out.

And she returned for her second year to live with three roommates in the Woodstock Village apartments on campus.

So that's where she was going to be living that second year.

Now, on the evening of August 28th, 1986, she had arrived on campus only the day earlier with her mother and sister, Carrie.

Of course, Carrie came to drop her off. Now that night, she went out with friends and her roommates to a bar they frequented off campus called Bogey's.

She hung out with friends and Clarkson University students.

One of them in particular was Todd Kilburn that night.

He was like a frat guy. He was like a really good friend of hers.

He seemed like a sweet dude. He and Katie had some beers and then left the bar around 2.30 AM.

Okay. And I guess they all were like using fake IDs because that's just like because it's college.

Yeah. I wish I still had mine. I kind of want to see yours, actually.

You made me rip one of mine up. I did. I did.

Guess what, though? She had a backup. Of course she did.

Todd walked back with her to campus which was about a mile away.

And he actually insisted, he was like, I'm walking to your apartment with you.

He was just being a gentleman. Good guy.

No, they started to walk and they stopped because...

She had actually hurt her foot, I think, during the summer and she was like getting over the foot injury.

So every now and then she'd be like, yeah, I got to stop.

Okay. And he also just had to pee because they had been drinking beer.

He broke the seal. At one point they stopped because he was going to pee by a fence near a Kentucky Fried Chicken, of course.

Iconic. And this was very close to campus.

So when they stopped for this, Todd said he noticed another male with dark hair was peeing by the fence as well.

Didn't think anything of it because it's like 2.30 in the morning.

Everybody's back on campus. Everyone's peeing everywhere because everybody's been drinking.

Yeah. You know, everyone's just peeing everywhere.

They're still in summer mode. Exactly. Now it was here. that there was also a gate behind the Kentucky Fried Chicken.

It was like outside of the parking lot. There was a gate there that leads to a shortcut that was used by students to get back on campus.

The shortcut started... It started right at the Walker Arena on campus.

Okay. Now at the gate, Todd went to walk through the gate with her, but Katie was like, no, like, just go back to the... to the frat house.

She was like, it's too far of a walk. You're walking so far out of your way.

Now you're gonna have to walk way back. Like, I don't want you to do that.

I feel bad. And he was like, no, no, no.

Like, I'm fine. Like, I want to make sure you're okay.

And she was like, it's campus. Like, I'm on campus now.

I'm okay. and he was like you know what you're right and he was like at the why would i think i get it anything he walked her all the way to campus yeah and he he tried and campus is supposed to be safe why would she ever think that it wasn't safe right Neither one of them would.

She had spent a whole year there. Exactly.

So she was like, it's campus. Like, I'm going through the gate.

I'm fine. I've walked this walk how many times, I'm sure.

And then she was being thoughtful Katie and being like, I don't want you to have to walk. extra miles to get home at 2 30 in the morning when i can just go on campus and i'll be fine i wish there was a shuttle So they were both just being like very, I know I was thinking that too, but they were both just being very considerate of each other.

And it's like, man. Now he was quoted as saying that when he left her, she was completely fine.

She was not impaired, like she was not drunk.

And he said, quote, she was in good enough condition to walk back to the dorms or I would not have left her go by herself.

At that time, she was walking and talking quite well.

Her speech was not slurred and it had been at least an hour since she had her last drink.

Okay. So he was just making sure, like, I did not let her stumble onto campus by herself.

It doesn't sound like it. And it doesn't sound like Katie was the kind of girl who would stumble into campus.

It just doesn't seem that way. Now, unfortunately, Katie ended up battered, beaten and And assaulted behind Walker Arena only moments after this.

Moments. Like he was walking home and this was happening.

And was that Brian who he saw peeing? It seems like that is Brian. who was seeing them both go there, and he followed Katie into the campus.

Brian's a literal fucking monster. And don't worry, we'll get into what a monster he is.

But like, I just hate this guy so much. Now, after the devastating phone call that their child had been assaulted on campus that That morning, Katie's parents got together with the step parents and they all immediately went to the hospital.

They left the kids like the siblings at home because they were like, we don't know what we're going to see.

Right. So they all arrived at House of the Good Samaritan Hospital in Watertown, New York.

This should tell you how bad this was. At one point, Katie was wheeled by her family in the ICU.

They all saw her. and did not know it was her.

Oh my goodness. They thought it was somebody who had been in a car accident.

Well, and you had said that she, like, she was pretty much like, oh, it was horrific.

And she... They watched her go right by them with tubes and lines and all manner of life-saving machines attached to her.

And in the book, Terry says she knew it was Katie.

And she actually said, that's Katie. And I guess they were all like, no, that's not Katie.

Like, don't, don't do like that. Like, don't put your head.

And they were like, and she was like, I just knew it was her.

Like that's just like mom shit. She just knew.

And I don't think it's because she recognized her because none of them did.

I think it's she just knew. Like that's just like a mom kind of feeling.

And obviously this family is so close. I fully believe that was just like mom bond.

Intuition. Like knowing that. But that should tell you how bad and how ruthless and monstrous Brian McCarthy is.

He's a fucking creature from the depths.

He's awful. No, she was in intensive care and on life support.

And the doctors told them that she had been beaten so severely in the head that if she recovered, she was likely to have significant brain damage.

So she would never be the same if she recovered.

But they said, we don't even know if she's going to recover.

Now, meanwhile, reports had come in that the previous night, August 28th, A man named Robert Warren Jr. had picked up a hitchhiker on Route 11 going towards Morristown, New York.

This hitchhiker, he said, reeked of alcohol. to be in his early to mid 20s.

He had dark hair and a scruffy beard. He told them his name was Brian.

And he asked Robert Warren Jr. if he could give him a ride to Potsdam.

And he agreed. So he's like, at this time, everyone picked up hitchhikers.

This was not weird. Yeah, it's the 80s. And he's like, I thought he was a college kid.

I was like, sure, I'll bring you to campus.

Yeah. He just babbled about anything and everything, including saying that he was related to the Snells family. which is a very wealthy and well-known family.

And Warren Jr. was just kind of like trying to get him to his destination because he was like, he seemed...

He was not like threatening me or anything, but he was like wired and like... just freaking me out a little bit.

Like I was like, I just want to get this like dude out of my car.

Yeah. Well, and it's, It was later when he picked him up.

It was later. So it wasn't like crazy late.

It was probably like 1030. But still, he was like.

At night, a wired stranger in your car, no thanks.

And he was like, he already seemed like he was on one and it's like not that late.

So he was like, I would really like him just to get out of my car.

Yeah. But he was being nice. And he ended up telling Warren Jr. that he actually he was like, you know what?

It's crazy. I actually got in a pretty violent confrontation with someone earlier today at the Chateau Bar in Winthrop.

And he said the guy accused him of stealing three bucks.

So he told them they got in a fight and he had shot the guy in the leg and then fled.

And he said he planned to make sure that guy was dead by 4 a.m.

All right. So Warren Jr.' 's like, you want to get out here?

Cool. You want to get out right there? Yeah, so he was like he told him so then Brian says to him I have a gun.

Do you want to see it? nope no and warren jr was like i do not want to see it do not show me that gun do Like you literally was like, bro, I believe you.

Don't show me that gun because I'm going to kick you out of this car.

So he didn't show him. He dropped it. And he dropped him off in the downtown area of Potsdam around 10.30 p.m.

And then he went right to the police, which I was like, good for you, Robert Warren Jr., he went right to the police with his story because he said he was worried this guy was dangerous or that he had indeed shot someone.

He's like, I didn't know if he was lying, but like, I'm not going to just let that go.

And he said that he was making sure he was dead Yeah, he's like, he might be trying to kill someone.

So he filled out a description in the report and he said his hair color was dark.

He had the scraggly dark beard. And he said he could remember saying that he was wearing a silver watch with a silver elastic band.

Okay. And he's like, that's the one thing I just noticed.

Hey, I saw it. And they put out the description for this guy.

And officers were on the lookout. but they didn't see him that evening.

And it sounds a lot like Brian McCarthy, no?

It sure does. That's because it was Brian McCarthy.

Now, Brian McCarthy was born in Meriden, Connecticut.

He was the oldest who gives a shit when he was born.

He was the oldest child of six siblings, and he was indeed related to the Snell family.

His mother was Florence Snell, and his father was Milton McCarthy.

Now, quick note, his mother Florence was working at Clarkson University when he attacked Katie.

He used the campus where his mother worked to do this.

Wow. That sounds like some Edmund Kemper shit.

I was... You took the words directly out of my brain.

I was like, damn, okay. Now as a child, Brian was described as a Dennis the Menace kind of kid.

Everyone said he was just mischievous, always getting into something.

In the beginning, it was never bad stuff.

It was just like he was an annoying kid that just always did shit.

But when he got into his teen years, he wasn't Dennis the Menace anymore.

He was turning into an actual bad kid, like a criminal.

He was doing drugs. He was drinking. He was just hanging out with bad crowds.

And he was actually kicked out of his home in his late teens because he was so out of control and had quit high school before graduating.

It was just like a wreck. Was there any explanation as to this behavior?

They said that like he has siblings who were completely fine.

So there's no evidence that there was abuse in this home or anything like that.

I think he just... He's an angry kid. That's the thing.

It's not always something that happened in your childhood.

I feel like more often than not it is. For sure.

And it can help ate it along so it's strange that all his siblings are just completely fine yeah It seems like I don't know what was going on, but his family name and his family had kept him out of serious trouble because they were able to keep his crimes from the public and the papers like before he became an adult at least.

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Yikes. Then he was charged with larceny again, third degree burglary, forgery several times, and lots of drug possession charges.

When he was 20, he started a relationship with a 16 year old.

So illegal as fuck. Gross. He did this in upstate New York while he was staying with friends.

He almost killed her brother. When he dared to stand up to him and tell him to leave his sister alone because her older brother was like, you fucking predator.

Yeah. Now he literally beat him to a pulp and broke his jaw.

Oh, oh. After that incident, he took this girl to Potsdam with him.

His parents would not allow them to stay with them because they were like...

You are fucking disgusting. No. That's low-key kidnapping.

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So they ended up staying with friends and he would make her burglarize places with him. just to get money, like including a church and shit, just to get like money for food and drugs and stuff.

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So her parents actually bought them both bus tickets to come back. where they were living in Virginia, but they wouldn't allow him to come.

They gave them both bus tickets to get out of there, which was...

Wow, I would not give that fucker a bus ticket.

Tell that kid to kick rocks. but he had to go somewhere else, but she could come home luckily.

They wouldn't allow him to come. He just bailed on her with no warning.

And it was because in 1985 he went to jail for stealing a car.

Okay. So he just went to jail and that's the last she saw of him.

I'm very glad. After he like traumatized her and like brought her. various places with him.

But I'm so glad that she got out of it like physically unharmed because had she stayed with him, he absolutely would have hurt her.

100%. But unfortunately, so he went to when he got caught stealing the car.

He went to prison and he was out on... He was going to go for like two years, but he got out early on parole because the system is...

So smooth and great. And they totally know who should be out and who shouldn't.

Yeah, definitely. They're really great. Immediately when he went out on parole, he got caught again for larceny and got 60 days in jail.

Because it's like, dude, this is a pattern here.

We are escalating here. Exactly. But. And here, this happens more oftentimes than not.

New York and Virginia never communicated this.

Fucking communicated. gotten in trouble with Virginia for violating parole, and he would have not been around to attack Katie Huelka.

Because this happened right before. It is mind boggling how often this happens.

Paperwork. how people haven't just realized that clerical errors, you just don't know.

We don't have time for them. You know what?

There's certain times when a clerical era is fine, when it's like I'm returning the grill that I bought from Lowe's.

That's fine. You fucked it up. We'll figure it out.

Sure. You can't have a clerical. when it's somebody who is violent criminal and literally ends up killing someone.

Right. Like that's not a clerical error.

That's you being horrible at your job. That's a monumental fuck up.

You should be fired immediately. Now, he was already someone as we've seen, that has a past of violence and assault.

Yeah. And only one month before Katie's attack in July, he had gotten into a fight at a bar with leonard f page who was a 35 year old insurance agent in the area Again, this is only a month before Katie's attack.

They had... gotten into a fight and they ended up bringing that fight into an alleyway next to the bar.

McCarthy beat Page to the point of very nearly killing him. like almost killed him so this is like the second person that he's incredibly like violent and like unstoppably real Yes.

Now, he didn't press charges for some reason.

I mean, he probably just didn't want to continue to go through with it.

And he was probably terrified of this guy.

I'm sure. Now, yeah, it's wild. Now seven hours after the attack on Katie, McCarthy was interviewed by, and that was just to show you like what kind of animal we're talking about and up to a month before that.

And was it ever verified that he had shot somebody in the leg before this?

They mention it in here, but... No, it was never, they never were able to bring that up.

Either the person didn't report it or it didn't happen and he was just bullshitting.

I feel like it might have happened. It definitely could have happened.

Like, absolutely. I wouldn't be shocked at all.

But it becomes a thing where they were never able to verify that information.

But there were people that said there was like a little altercation in the bar.

Okay, so maybe he just took it to a higher level than it actually was.

I think he might have, yeah. It's only seven hours after the attack on Katie.

McCarthy was interviewed by Chief, was it Maytot?

I think it's how you say it. Okay. And Lieutenant Terry McKendry.

Now he immediately told them he would talk because according to him, he had nothing to hide.

Yeah. Yeah. He told them that at the time Katie was attacked, he was peeing by a fence near the Walker Arena.

Oh. He was the man Todd Kilburn saw. He said he was walking past the arena after peeing and he heard some screams.

And he said he heard someone scream again and then again and again, and he yelled something but he didn't know what and so he just burst into action because he's such a fucking hero And without any thought for his own safety, he just tried to help this stranger who was screaming.

But then again, he said, I didn't see her.

I just heard her, but I was just running towards it.

And he said he ran by some steps and then he said, no wait i went into where the building dips in a disc and like so he's go he goes like back and forth with he's like so i ran by some steps no No, no, I went to this part.

Oh, actually, no, you know what? You're right.

I went around this side. Oh, wait, that doesn't fit.

So, no, I'm going to say I went over here.

He corrects himself in real time because he... is lying just in real time.

Yeah. And he's not good at it. Yeah. So the chief, literally, Chief Maytaut was like, I just let him... ramble because he was just incriminating himself as he went so i was like yeah totally seriously that's definitely what you did Was he on drugs at this point?

I don't think he was on... Well, actually...

He wasn't technically on drugs at this point, but he was definitely impaired.

He could have been on something. That's not verified, but he was definitely drinking.

Okay. So yeah, so he's just correcting himself in real time.

But he says he ran around to where the building dips in.

He saw nothing there. And then he said he walked back out to the road.

And then he said he didn't hear anything else.

So he said he walked back over to the steps.

I don't know why he walked over to the room.

Loves the steps. Then he turned around and he said, and this is what he said.

He goes, so I walked over by those steps.

And I turned around and looked back and looking back and that was it.

That's all I remember. I turned around and I looked back and I looked back, looking back.

That's it. And they were like, helpful.

Okay. And so they asked him, they were like, well, did you see the girl there?

And he said, nope. He didn't see them. And they were like, that's weird.

Did you immediately ask how the girl was?

If you didn't see a girl. That's weird. And he said, no, I didn't see anyone.

And then he was like, oh, no, no, wait, I did.

I saw some guy in a black jacket. Because remember, that was his story at the scene, and now he's all of a sudden like, shit, I gotta...

Yeah. So he's like, I can't say I didn't see anybody.

Now I saw a guy with a black jacket. And they're like, okay.

So he was like, okay, yeah. I got to stick to this bullshit story.

So he says, so now he starts getting very detailed, which is always a surefire sign that it's bullshit yep and he was like you know what i saw this guy he was wearing a black jacket and there was white stripes on the wrist of the jacket But he said he couldn't tell who was wearing that jacket now.

He said, so they were like, I thought you said it was a man.

And he was like, I don't know. Maybe it was the girl wearing that jacket.

But you didn't see the girl. And he was like, no, I did see the girl.

Because remember, I asked about her at the scene.

And they were like, yeah, I know. Yeah.

That's literally what we're trying to catch you in here.

And he's like, he's like, no, but he's like, I don't know.

Looking back, I was looking back. Looking back, I was looking back, and I don't know.

So the police were like... Okay, because he started acting strange, like he was breaking a bit.

So they were like, we're just going to keep this going.

Keep pushing. And so he goes, I'm trying to think what I did.

I walked around the corner. I don't know.

I just went out. I was gone. I don't know what happened.

I saw stars and then everything went black and I could taste the grass.

And that was the last thing I remember. I got hit.

I was. See, I know I got hit. I got hit.

I know I got hit. And they're like, okay.

And then so the chief is like, where did you get hit?

And he says, on my neck, on my shoulder, my back somewhere.

I don't know. It all hurts. on my neck, down my back and my shoulder blade.

In between my shoulder blade, it hurts. They took x-rays at the hospital and they can't find anything broken.

He sounds inebriated. He certainly does.

No, this is also him. Because he's terrified.

And not knowing how to lie. Yeah. And freaking out because he knows he's fucked.

So he danced around this jacket thing and acted like he clearly knew more about... what was going on.

But Chief Maytot just kept asking, like basically kept him talking, just knowing eventually he's going to actually incriminate.

So then he tells them that the last thing he remembers is the cop showing up and pulling him out from beneath the stairs he was hiding under.

And he said he, quote, heard a bunch of radios and then he was pulled from the stairs. thrown into the ambulance, and he said he got to the hospital, was strapped to a gurney, And police officers started asking him questions.

And he said, quote, and then investigator John Perretta tells me that I'm being charged with a assault or something.

And then you're telling me I'm being charged with rape.

Chief Maytot had not mentioned rape, and no one else had mentioned rape to him.

That was never mentioned. He was never charged with it at first.

They did not say this woman was raped. Nothing about it.

He was waiting for them to say that and probably like felt like somebody had said that to him because he was like tripping balls at this point.

He knew he did it. So he was sitting there being like, well, you're accusing me of rape.

And he's like, I have not accused you of that.

He's like, nobody even said that happened.

Literally no one. And he's sitting there telling me, you're telling me I'm charged with rape.

And he's like, I am not telling you that.

So immediately Chief Maytot's ears perked up and he just let it ride.

So he's like, he's already sold them out.

There it is. So he didn't correct him. Because he was like, I'm going to let you keep going with this.

So he insisted. Again, he didn't see any girl.

And then he corrected himself several times saying he saw girls walking, but not this girl in particular.

He then asked if she was going to be all right. and said, quote, somebody told me it was really bad.

Piece of shit. And at what point did someone tell you it was really bad?

No one told you that. Piece of actual garbage.

Now, he told police he had been staying in, I thought it was called, it's spelled Madrid.

OK. But it's Madrid, I think they call it.

Like locals call it that, which is a town about like 10 miles from there.

And he told police he got there that night by hitchhiking because he didn't have a car.

He had been drinking at a bar in Winthrop all evening.

Exactly what he told him. Upon more questions, he admitted that he had been in an altercation with a guy at a bar. that previous evening because he had accused him of stealing $3.

Bingo. Hitchhiker. But he said he had at least three six-packs that night.

Holy shit. Yeah, so we got 18 beers going on.

I never know. what amount of beer is a lot, but I'm assuming that 18 beers for one person is a lot of beer. beers i can have one beer and i'm like i can't even like taste one and i like nurse one forever yeah I don't even remember the last time I've had beer to be honest.

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Bye. So he just keeps insisting. He never saw a girl and he'd gotten hit.

He had gotten knocked out, but they kept telling him, you know, like, that's weird. you don't have any marks on you.

Right. Like, we looked. Right. We have x-rays.

There's no marks on you. He had no explanation for that.

He was just like, yeah, I don't know. He did however have a swollen right hand and what looked like an almost broken finger on that hand.

And he was trying to hide it the whole time when Chief Maytot asked to see it.

And he said he wouldn't let him see it. Like, dude, we're going to see it eventually.

And he was like, fuck you. I'm going to see that.

I'll get a warrant for that. your damn hand so he's like so he's hiding it and Chief Maytod is like dude I already saw it like I literally saw it right and he's He's like, what is that?

How'd you get that? And he's like, you didn't mention that injury.

And he was like, oh, yeah, like, I probably got it earlier in the night, you know, with my friends.

And he goes, oh, yeah. I tore down my friend's door last night.

That's probably it. what what like and he's like they're like care to explain and he's like no Okay.

So after this, they sent an officer to check that story about the door.

They went to that friend's apartment. no door was damaged and they were like, no, he did not do that.

Can you imagine like your your buddy says that he tore down your door and the police arrive and you're like, what?

Nope. Like, no, he did not tear down my door.

He's actually not my friend. No, I actually he's a monster.

Thank you, though. So in the end of the interview, he said, quote, If I did it, I would admit to doing it, but I did not do it, so I'm not going to admit to doing it.

That's all I can say. And at that point, they're like, do what?

We're not accusing you of anything. Well, and at that point, Maytot stood up. looked him right in the eye, and he said, Mr. McCarthy, you're being charged with assault and rape.

And then he left the room. Amazing. Which I was like, fucking throw the book at him.

Like I would have literally just been like, watch out.

And just thrown something at him as I walked out.

Honestly. So he officially told him, he was like, you just gave me everything I needed.

Thanks for that. so much sir you are now being charged with assault and rape hang on in this room for a bit of fucking Shit.

Jackass. This is where we are going to leave it for part one, because part two, I would like to start it with Katie.

Unfortunately, this does not have a happy ending.

Katie does pass away. I just want to let you guys know that.

But we're going to talk more about her family.

He goes to prison. Fuck this guy. We're going to talk about that.

I really want to talk about the parole stuff that they keep having to go through.

But I want like part two to be like Katie, Katie, Katie, Katie, Katie. and Katie's family.

So that's where we're going to leave off on part one that he incriminated himself that they immediately are going to be charging him with assault and rape and eventually murder.

Yeah. And we will pick it up in part two, which you are going to get very shortly.

Cool. Because it's already like done. Yeah.

Awesome. Love to hear it. So stay tuned. make sure you look at that petition that I'm linking in here.

Awesome. because this guy does end up going to he gets convicted for this.

He did it. And we are also going to go over the medical examiner's report.

I'm going to tell you what he did to her.

OK, if that if you already aren't convinced enough to sign this and keep this fucker in jail forever, that'll definitely prove it to you.

But I'm going to post it so you guys can do it now.

I think the family would be like very happy to get a lot of signatures on there.

So I'd love to be able to do that for them.

But yeah. Wow. This is a rough one. It like hurt my heart.

They all do, but this one, they all hit different.

They do. This is a really tough one, especially because...

It's just brutal. Yeah. But well told. Thank you.

You're welcome. And we hope you keep listening.

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[The Brutal 1986 Murder of Katie Hawelka: A Tragedy at Clarkson University]-[Episode 317: The Horrific Murder of Katy Hawelka Part 1]

📋 Summary

The Tragic Case of Katie Hawelka: A Life Cut Short

The Setting: A False Sense of Security

The Night of the Attack

The Perpetrator: Brian McCarthy

The Investigation and Incrimination

Seeking Justice for Katie

🎯Key Sentences

📝Key Phrases

📖 Transcript