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Headspace Studios Hey everybody, Robin here and today I am the lucky gal who is joined by Eve and her snazzy British accent and we also have one of my favorite Headspace coaches, Nika, here today and we are going to be answering your questions about when you are overwhelmed but you want to take care of yourself.
When you are dealing with an immature parent, like me, and we have a question about how to deal with emotions instead of stuffing them down.
Okay, that's enough for me.
Let's get to our callers.
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Hi Eve and Nika, how you all doing?
Good. Did you guys know that tomorrow, May 1st is the beginning of Mental Health Awareness Month?
I did and I'm so glad that we are gathering today to talk about ways in which we can take care of our mental health and well -being.
Absolutely. This is just like the perfect place to kick off an important month, I say.
In the spirit of mental health, let's see if we're able to offer some help or maybe some solutions to our listeners today.
Here's Armey asking a question about wanting to take care of himself.
Here we go. Hey Headspace, I'm Armey.
I'm from Germany. I'm using he -day pronouns.
Before I ask my question, I want to give you a little pre -story.
I've been dealing with all kinds of healing currently.
I have had my first hip surgery one week ago and before my hip surgery and after my hip surgery, I've been dealing with a break up with my ex -girlfriend.
And also, I discovered some childhood trauma so everything is just a lot and I very often feel very lost in all of those discoveries and with all of the healing that I have to do.
And I would like to know if you have some tips and advice for not being so overwhelmed with everything and how to take a step back.
Thank you so much. I wish you all the best.
Thank you so much for your question.
What do y 'all think?
Yeah, just listening to everything that they're going through, healing from a big operation.
I think I heard it correctly, your third hip surgery, so just allowing yourself time to physically heal.
And then of course, on top of that, an emotional breakup which carries a huge amount of emotional pain, which kind of course, manifests physically as well and then dealing with some trauma on top of that.
So I just want to give some space to acknowledge that that is a lot and I'm not surprised that you're feeling overwhelmed.
Yeah, I would feel overwhelmed with all of that for sure.
I think, you know, it's so important when you are in a space of overwhelm to Eve's point, to pull it apart like, because you can't do all of the things, right?
You're not going to be able to simultaneously heal from all of these things and it's okay to do so, I think, because we live in a world that says, you know, we can do all be all at the same time.
We put a lot of pressure on ourselves, right, to get past, to get through things that take time and so allow yourself this space to take the time and I love the fact that, and I said, I want to take a step back because often people don't realize like, that's what they need to do.
They think they need to be in it and in the work, but recognizing that you need to step back is actually progress.
And that's just not easy to do, especially the physical healing.
Like I had a knee injury from from tennis fairly recently and I just was like, I didn't want to stop playing.
I didn't want to stop.
I definitely have that power through mentality.
So it's nice to hear them say, I don't want to power through.
I think that's a great place to start.
And especially when it comes to our physical well -being, when we're not well, when there's an issue that has in this case involved surgery, it can be really frustrating that our body may not heal as fast as we want it to and that saying, doctors often will say, you just need to give it time.
And that is actually the truth.
And so I think, as Nika said, you've identified that all of this overwhelm is happening because you're trying to process so much all at once.
And so is there a way in which you can mindfully step back and acknowledge, OK, right now my focus needs to be on my, for example, physical healing?
Because when we don't feel well in ourselves, when we're physically not strong enough, that can also really impact how we feel mentally and our ability to process loss and trauma and the like.
So maybe in this instance, separating out the three and saying, OK, what needs my absolute priority right now?
And of course, you will know within what can drive that.
But rather than feeling like I have to solve all of these things all at once because it's not possible.
And that's very much why I think you may be feeling overwhelmed.
You know, what's interesting is you both mentioned in one way or another that like we live in a society or a culture that doesn't encourage us to slow down.
How do you approach that when the world around you doesn't always support taking a step back?
Again, as I was listening to Eve, I think it's important to reexamine your relationship with time because when you do that and when you begin to operate differently than everyone around you begins to respond to that.
When you think about people who, like I have friends that I consider like they're slow to get ready to be they're not on time like those kinds of things.
And guess what happens?
Everybody else suggests to the fact that this person is likely going to be late.
And what I've learned is I've gotten older, like closer to the Big Five Oh, is that even for myself, I used to think I had to rush through everything and hurry up and do this, hurry up and do that.
I'm like, what am I rushing for?
Like, why do I have to hurry up for everything?
And so I had to reexamine my relationship with time.
And then once I did that, everybody else suggested and everything else suggested.
And I think that's the key.
Like you have to once you inform yourself of who you are and what you're going to do, then the world responds to that.
I struggle with that, though.
It's just like I'm always thinking like, what am I missing?
If I don't get it done, it's like life is passing me by.
And it's like I think it's just in some ways easier said than done to figure out like how to do that.
It definitely is, which is why as we talk about coaching, everything is done in small bite size pieces.
Right. So you find the one thing, if we're talking about this particular case, it's not so much I need to heal today.
But what's again, to Eve's point, what's the priority?
And what is something I can do today in this moment that can help me through that, right?
That it's not going to take me as much time or give myself five minutes for this or 10 minutes for that.
So it's the small things that you begin to practice, then that you can do it.
And again, the world we live in says that we can do all of the things right now.
And it's not true. The humanity in us says that's not true.
So can we take the time?
And again, that is a part of you learning and understanding yourself and being OK with changing, right, because that's your decision to change and grow.
And it's not always easy, but it's doable.
And so the message to yourself is like, I actually can do this.
Might be hard, might take me a long time, but I can actually get through it.
Yeah. And when it comes to time, it's really around setting those boundaries.
We all have the same 24 hours in the day.
But when it comes to wanting to feel better mentally, physically, it can feel like we don't have as much time as other folks, because other folks are where we want to be.
And so, you know, I think, can you set those boundaries for yourself and rather other people dictating how quickly your healing journey starts?
Can you set the rules for that?
And when it comes to everything that you're dealing with, maybe also just stepping back and thinking, maybe I need some help in some of these different areas because you're, of course, we'll have doctors in terms of your physical healing, but in terms of more of the emotional, mental trauma that you
reference, maybe at some point, and that may not be right now, that might be, you know, in a few months, and I'm not suggesting you just park it and ignore it, but it's also identifying and recognizing that actually I might need some help in these areas and whether that's initially speaking to some
friends or close family about everything that's going on.
Because if you're someone who maybe doesn't share with a lot of folks about everything that's going on internally, people may not have any idea, but also at some point, maybe some professional help may also be beneficial, especially if you're working through some trauma.
So, you know, a mental health professional who could help guide that process, because that is a huge amount to carry just on your own.
Well said, you two, very well said.
And just, you know, good luck out there.
I mean, we're supporting you, we're with you and, you know, take the time that you need.
We support that boundary.
All right. Our next question is from Vann.
Here we go. Dear Headspace, my name is Vann from Massachusetts.
I have been practicing meditation with Headspace for about five years, and I must say that it changed my life.
I can see that I am much calmer, more aware, less reactive and a lot more compassionate.
However, when I am with my emotionally immature parents, I feel disappointed with how I react sometimes.
To give you some context, I am an adult who moved back in with my parents due to the pandemic.
I realized that my parents are emotionally immature and that it is not good for my mental health.
My mother would periodically explode into a four -month interim and cry like a three -year -old, and she would verbally abuse me.
My dad is the passive kind where he is so conditioned by her to submit to her behavior and does nothing to protect his children.
So communication is not an option.
For my own happiness and mental health, I am seeing a therapist, have learned to accept a situation and strategize on moving out, although this will take some time.
The problem is that when I am in the same room with my mother, my mind starts racing.
Mainly, it is full of resentment, fear and anxiety of when the next episode is going to happen.
I tried deep breathing and noting, which did not help.
I cannot avoid her forever.
My question for a lovely coach is, what can I do to help my mind at the moment not to feel so much threat when I am in the same room with an emotionally immature parent?
Thank you so much. I love your show.
It makes me so happy.
Thank you. Oh, thank you for this question, Van.
And we're sorry that you're in this place.
I mean, this does sound like a really difficult position.
I mean, it starts with that, I think what many of us feel like when we go back to our home of origin, whatever that is, you're back in the roles, everyone's designated role of the family that are not always good.
But then it sounds like it's a much deeper question than that as well.
Absolutely. A whole lot deeper.
There's certainly a lot going on here.
First of all, congratulations on being in therapy and working through that because there's certainly quite a bit of trauma and all types of past hurts and abuse and that kind of thing.
So I'm so glad that that's a part of the process.
Also, just being in the household, as Robin mentioned, those roles, you know, they're there because that's a narrative right that we have, we've been working through, we live through every day.
And so a part of the work here is changing that narrative.
And it's difficult when you're in the same space, right?
Again, in being realistic, it's difficult to do.
But it is certainly possible.
I think a lot of what Vanna is talking about is the anxiety that they're having just being in the room, right?
Maybe nothing's even being said, but just being in the presence.
And so often when I'm working, when I've worked with clients or members rather, we go through this process of, well, what's the situation?
Right? Just first, and then what are we thinking about the situation?
Because whatever the thought is, is going to create a feeling, is going to create an emotion and then an action.
So how can we adjust this thought, whatever the thought is, I don't know, but how do we adjust that to create a new emotion and a realistic emotion?
So I'm not saying that you're going to be happy and excited, right?
But what is a realistic emotion here, while you are there with your parent.
But again, as you're working with a lot of emotional baggage, it can take a little bit of time, again, because you're not outside of the household at the moment.
Yeah. And to me, it sounds as if when you're just in the room and nothing's been said that you're already in that fight -flight response and waiting for something to happen.
And something that springs to mind is, and I know that this perhaps could be a challenging one.
And I'm not suggesting in terms of compassion that you should accept the behavior and dismiss it because it's your mom.
But there could be a scenario where your mom hasn't had that training for want of a better word in knowing how to process and manage her emotions.
And of course, don't know about her upbringing, but maybe she isn't able to express herself in a way that meets your needs.
And so when I talk about compassion, I mean that almost acknowledgement that she's not able to give you what you need.
And so in that sense, are you able to set some boundaries around what it is that you need, and being really clear around your emotional boundaries and your well -being?
And I know that you've mentioned communication isn't being effective.
But that might help to reframe how you're approaching the situation in a way that protects you and your emotional well -being.
You know, I'm so glad that you're bringing up the boundaries.
And you know, as a person who grew up in a house with, I say, chaotic energy, like my mom was a drinker, and there was a lot of that stuff of like, something's going to happen.
You're not sure when it's going to happen, or what's going to happen.
And then it will never be talked about again.
When the sun comes up the next day, it'll be as if it never happened.
And that can create a real sense of like, you don't know what you're walking into.
And so like, while I echo everything that you all are saying too, I also, the kid in me wants to say to you, Van, I'm thrilled to hear that you're seeing a therapist, thrilled to hear that you are putting together a plan to get out.
But I also think it's okay.
And I hope if I'm wrong, you two will check me.
But I think it's okay to just not be there as much as possible.
You're like, just from the way that you phrase the question sounds a lot like this is not a parent who's able in this lifetime, and this was my experience as well, to be better.
And their relationship sounds like they enable one another.
And it sounds like they're just doing the best they can.
But that doesn't mean that their best that they can is going to take care of you.
So this is just me saying, Van, take care of you, like do what you got to do because, you know, it does not sound tenable.
Check me if I'm wrong, you two, which are, you know, or don't.
No, I definitely agree.
If, you know, you can be out of the house as much as possible and create more certainty for yourself in that way, then do that, right?
Because that reduces that anxiety.
And again, just being in the presence.
Again, we can't change who our parents are or how they behave or respond.
But we can certainly change, you know, our location or how we respond, right?
But I don't disagree.
I don't. That will probably be a part of the coaching plan, right, for this particular, for Van, right?
To just say, okay, what are three things that we can do here?
And if one of them is I come home at this time every day, I come home at six o 'clock because I know nobody's there from, you know, at that time, just so I can, you know, not maybe have to interact as much.
I don't see any problem with that, actually.
Yeah. Yeah. And because this sounds like it's a very stress inducing situation, and in that vein, a practice like a body scan meditation may actually be really helpful in those, or to help guide those situations when you are feeling that stress rising.
You know, feeling, for example, if there is, say, a lot of anxiety present, especially with your mom, and just recognizing those physical signs in the body, that might be that your chest starts to tighten, or, you know, those feeling in the belly, it feels like nervousness, anxiousness.
And so in that sense can be a signal, okay, maybe right now, the best thing that I could do is to go and take a walk outside, like removing yourself from that situation to let some of that heat, perhaps subside, or go into the kitchen, maybe it's, you can do some cooking, something that will mindfully
distract you from the situation.
Because when we're in a heated situation and you're treading on eggshells, that tends to be when we may say or do things that we might later regret, or there are said in the heat of the moment.
So as best you can, being aware of how you're feeling physically, mentally, and then putting action steps in place to mean that you're protecting your space and your overall feeling in that situation.
That's a really, really great point.
Because I feel like that's something that I didn't get until I was much older, is checking in with my own body.
You know, I don't think I understood when I was operating at like a high vibration until much later, until it was like I was too far past, whatever bad thing was going to happen, whatever came out of my mouth that maybe shouldn't have or you know, whatever bad situation.
So it's like, I think that's a great indicator.
Yeah. And also acknowledging that our thoughts can really trigger that fight -flight response, the amygdala, even just thinking, when's my mom going to blow up again?
Just being on edge all the time means that you're potentially in that elevated state of stress all the time at home.
And so can you do things that help to calm the nervous system?
And I know you mentioned deep breathing hasn't been helpful.
So maybe trying out, we have a variety of lengths of body scan meditations, everything from three minutes all the way up to 30 minutes.
And so that might be a way in which you can check in with the body, like how am I feeling at this moment?
And then do something that can be supportive to you.
And maybe even something that's not so still, like a walking meditation, you know, something that helps like get you out of the house and gets the physical out of your body while you're also, you know, coming back to yourself.
I know that is very helpful for me when I'm at like an 11.
Yeah. Well, thank you so much for your question, man.
I can speak for, I know I can speak for Nika and Eve, that we are with you and we are sending you compassion and love and this too shall pass.
All right, we will be right back.
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OK, so we've got one more question from Chris.
Here we go. Hi, headspace.
It's Chris from Belfast, Northern Ireland.
And I'm just getting in touch today just to ask a question about grief and all things related to it, really.
I always find that whenever something happens, I am very much a practical person.
I go straight into almost what I call my crisis management mode, where I take my emotions and go, I don't have time for you.
And they go in a box and the box gets put away.
And then eventually the box opens itself up.
And then I realise I've got all these emotions that I haven't dealt with, or I come back to it, you know, sort of intentionally and mindfully and sort of go, oh, OK, I have to work through this.
But if they then dredge up everything else, you know, after the fact.
And I'm just wondering, is there a way of sort of managing those two things in sort of almost simultaneously, if that makes sense, if you have any advice on how to sort of manage a crisis mindfully and allow yourself to feel what you need to feel at the same time?
Yeah, so that would be great.
Thank you so much. Bye for now.
I think, and thanks for that question, Chris, because I think we often try to, especially with grief, we want to be able to manage it and do grief well.
And grief is messy.
It's nothing practical about it at all.
Chris mentioned being really practical.
Nothing is practical about grief.
It rises up, it falls away, it comes back.
At any time it wants to.
At any time it wants to.
That is so true. Eve is just like silently nodding and nodding and nodding.
I'm afraid that is desperately true, Chris.
There isn't too much.
You can be organized in that way when it comes to grief.
And first I just want to acknowledge if you have recently lost someone or are struggling to get over the loss of someone, oof, yeah, I'm sorry.
And I can also understand why you may have wanted to put things away, pack them away neatly, put them in the under the rug kind of approach, because facing our pain, facing the loss of someone is desperately difficult.
And with that process comes a lot of emotional pain.
And it can be with us for a really long time.
And it can bring up a huge amount from our past with that person.
And so I think just acknowledging it's not a quick and simple process, as Nika said.
And so, yes, to answer your question, I do think there is, we can hold both.
So we can be with the pain and the sorrow and the loss and also find ways of working through it.
I lost my mom last year and oof those waves come thick and fast some days and other days it feels much more calm and I'm more accepting of the loss.
But for so often, and I had this after my dad died as well, it feels like, when am I going to be over feeling like this?
And the truth is, you don't really ever get over the loss of someone.
You don't ever, you're never done feeling the grief, but our capacity to live with it expands.
And so maybe what you're alluding to is how can you allow some of these emotions, some of these feelings to coexist in your life?
And so holding both the need to get up every day, perhaps go to work, interact with others, but also holding the sadness and the sorrow and the loss.
And if you have good relationship with friends, with family, definitely letting them know how you're feeling.
And of course, if this is a shared loss, finding that community with one another.
And I personally have benefited from doing some grief counseling.
And I would definitely, if that's an option to you, I've also explored a group counseling session as well, because I think there's so much value in being with other folks who are experiencing this.
And learning and hearing ways in which they're dealing with it as well.
Well, so, yes, and what do you all think about the idea of emotions, feelings, whether they be grief or joy or sadness or whatever?
Like, are we even able to kind of slide them over to the side?
I tend to think I'm not capable of that.
Like, they're always all with me at all the time.
It's like it's like the elephant in the room.
But I'm curious your thoughts on that, like healthy, not healthy?
Yeah, I think there are some people who are really good at compartmentalizing for a season.
I think it is a coping mechanism for them in that moment.
And it can work for a while until it doesn't.
Again, whatever the emotion is, it doesn't have to be grief, it could be anger, frustration, what have you.
I think there's some people who have had to learn how to do that because of their upbringing.
They've had to compartmentalize, they've had to do that, or the world told them that this is the only way for you to make it in the world.
And so it's a pattern, actually, that has to be broken more than anything.
Because when it comes to an emotion like grief, which is more, I think, you know, many emotions aren't necessarily controllable, but grief, again, just kind of does its own thing.
That's where that skill of compartmentalizing doesn't work as well.
Because again, it takes on its own life and its own thing.
So I think, can it be a coping mechanism?
Yes. Is it a great one?
Not necessarily. Yeah.
I tend to think as long as you have choice, that you're able to do it or not do it, then that's one thing.
But I also think about the inspiration of my kids in that regard of that emotions come and they go.
Watching Defcon 5 meltdown, because I said no about x, y, and z, followed by jumping for joy five minutes later because we're gonna have breakfast for dinner.
They can just ride through it.
And at some point, I feel like we shut that off.
And then the box just appears like, boop.
And we make all these choices to, I will not feel that, I will not do this, that is not acceptable.
Like we make all these judgments and it's like, God, if we could all be like the five -year -olds, maybe it'd be a little messy if we were all having all our feelings all over the playground and in the work space.
But there'd be a lot less back pain in the world.
That's what I think.
That's all I'm saying.
Yeah. And so many people were not encouraged growing up to show their emotions, to express how they're feeling.
Crying, especially young boys was probably dismissed at, or you were dismissed for crying.
And so the fact that you're aware of your box overflowing for one of a better description, says to me that this mechanism for you isn't actually being that effective because it's perhaps starting to overspill.
And that feeling of pushing something down, because let's be honest, facing something like grief and loss is painful.
It's really, really painful.
And of course, we naturally want to run away from things that cause us pain.
And sometimes it can be too hard to face, but it doesn't mean you have to face it all in one go.
And so I think you'll hear this a lot and I've heard it a lot.
Grief is a journey.
It's not just grief.
If there's strong emotions, things like anger, even fear, they don't feel good.
But acknowledging them as part of this human condition that it's normal, as Nika said, emotions are what make us human and we're sentient beings, we're feeling beings.
And so can you allow yourself and give yourself permission?
It's okay to feel how I'm feeling.
And there's a really lovely practice, Tara Bruck, an amazing meditation teacher called RAIN.
And it's, can you recognize how you're feeling?
What's arising? Can you allow it to be there?
Can you investigate with compassion and even name how you're feeling, whether that's anger, sadness, frustration, whatever the emotion is.
And then can you nurture and acknowledge that it's normal to experience difficult emotions when we lose someone or when something happens that is painful.
And so it can be a good way to start that process of being with difficult emotions in a way that isn't all at once.
I had a vision of Chris breaking his box.
They have those new rooms where you can go to and you can smash stuff.
I want Chris to go to one of those rooms and bring a box and just crack it just like I'm done with the box.
I'm going to feel all the feelings.
It would be a nice emotional release to do so.
We'll come with you, Chris, but you got to get over to the states.
I can't be going to Belfast.
It's too far. And maybe over time that box becomes smaller and smaller.
Maybe right now that box feels like a big trunk, a big suitcase, and over time you can get it down to a little tiny box that you could put on your desk.
Amazing. We have taken Chris's metaphor to a new level.
Yeah. Thank you so much for calling, Chris.
We really appreciate your question.
And you too, this has been such a wonderful conversation and such a great kickoff to Mental Health Awareness Month.
I mean, I'm just so proud to be a part of drawing attention to the importance of taking care of our mental health.
It's just, it's critical.
Yeah. All these questions really highlighted that we live in a messy, complicated world and it's not always easy.
And so I think if there are ways that we can take care of our mental health and our wellbeing, which helps to build that resilience and coping strategies and increasing our resources for how we weather the ups and downs is really beneficial.
And listening to all the questions today, I think a lot of self -compassion is needed first of all, for asking these really difficult questions and sharing so vulnerably, but also bringing some self -compassion to you.
So I would definitely recommend checking out the kindness course, which is really centered actually on kindness to self to help you navigate the situations that you're in with that compassion.
Well, that's an excellent, excellent suggestion, Eve.
And I just, I want to say so many thank yous to our callers, Armee, Van and Chris.
Thank you for sending us your questions.
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We want to offer you a few moments where you can transition from all the information you just heard.
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Listen and let your mind do whatever it wants to do.
Until next time, stay happy, stay healthy, and be kind to each other.
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Our production coordinator is Taylor Jennings Brown.
It's hosted and produced by Robin Hopkins, Keisunga Gaskombe, Dora Kamau, Samantha Snowden, Eve Lewis Prieto, and Rosie Acosta.
Post -production is by Dan Kroll, music is by Scott Sorensen and Chris Gaskombe.
Give it a try at MintMobile .com slash Switch.