So, in 1853, during the California Gold Rush, a leaflet tier out west published the ten commandments for gold miners, who'd come out to prospect.
Commandment number 4, command 4 in the traditional ten commandments tells you to observe the Sabbath day, to keep it holy.
Commandment number 4 reads like this, thou shalt not remember what thy friends do at home on the Sabbath day, lest the remembrance may not compare favorably with what thou doest hear.
For commandment number 8, the commandment about stealing and the traditional commandments, commandment eight, thou shalt not steal a pick or a shovel nor a pan from thy fellow miner, nor take away his tools without his leave, nor return them broken, nor remove his stake to enlarge thy claim, nor pan out gold from his riffle box.
There's the Ten Commandments of Umpiring, written in 1949 by the commissioner of Major League Baseball.
Commandment number one, keep your eye on the ball.
Four different commandments on this list they're basically about not getting mad at the players.
There are the 10 commandments of tractor safety.
Number one, know your tractor, its implements and how they work.
The 10 commandments of Paris dining as supported by Fodor's travel guides, which include number two, thou shalt not be too familiar with a waiter.
Don't expect to hear, my name is Gaston and I will be your server tonight.
Also number eight, thou shalt not assume that the customer is always right.
And number 10, thou shall never use the term doggy bag.
OK, let's see what else.
The 10 commandments of cell phone etiquette, number four, thou shalt not wear more than two wireless devices on thy belt.
The 10 commandments of sports betting, the 10 commandments of protecting your million dollar idea, the 10 commandments of good historical writing.
My favorite number ten, thou shalt write consistently in the past tense.
Interesting to think that you would need that.
The 10 commandments of bilingual blogs, the 10 commandments of pastors leaving the congregation, And Ten Commandments of Working in a Hostile Environment.
The Ten Commandments for Communication with People with Disabilities, this includes a very helpful, number six, don't lean on a person's wheelchair.
Or number 10, don't be embarrassed, or freak out if you accidentally use a common phrase like, see you later, with somebody you can't see.
Or, did you hear about that, with somebody who can't hear?
The Ten Commandments of Being a Math Teacher.
These actually reveal a lot about the internal life of being a math teacher.
Number one, thou shalt recognize that some students fear and dislike math and be compassionate.
And then there's a long list. It's basically different ways to encourage the math teacher to keep patiently explaining over and over in different ways things until your students understand them.
And then at the end of that list, there's the rather mournful number 10.
Though they may at times seem few, thou shalt count thy blessings.
Then, of course, as Peaches and Herb remind us, there are the 10 Commandments of Love.
I think there's so many different versions to the Ten Commandments because the Ten Commandments are such a perfect way to get across an idea.
There's ten of them, you know, so it's enough that you feel like you're getting a comprehensive view.
And yet at the same time it's just ten, right?
Ten. Manageable. Not too overwhelming.
Sure, I can do ten.
Ten, sure. But you know the biblical commandments have one important thing that all these imitator commandments don't.
And that is that they're about much more basic stuff.
Honoring parents, and murder, and lying and wanting things we don't have. Primal stuff that's in our lives.
And we thought, it's Easter weekend.
Passover is just ending.
Let's find stories where people are grappling with these old primal rules for life.
Perfect time to devote an episode to the Ten Commandments, the real ones.
And that's what we have today.
From WBEZ Chicago, it's This American Life.
I'm Eric Glass. Today's show, the Ten Commandments.
Stay with us. It's Just American Life.
Today's show about the Ten Commandments is a rerun from long ago, 2007, that we're bringing back this Easter weekend.
Now different denominations attach different numbering schemes to which commandment goes with which number, though the commandments are always the same.
However you count them, the first two or three commandments, they cover the same ground.
They're all about acknowledging God.
I'm the Lord your God, you shall have no other gods before me.
You shall not carve idols and bow down to them and worship them.
For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God.
You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain.
These commandments in particular are ones that Shalom Alslander tried to understand and obey as a boy going to a religious school, a yeshiva, a school where they were drilled in all of the Bible's commandments by teachers who could be pretty intimidating, some more than others.
Here's Shalom. Ellie said that his big brother said that Rabbi Breyer once broke a student's nose by slapping the student's face.
Dov said that his big brother said that Rabbi Breyer had once broken a student's arm while he was dragging the student from the room for talking during prayers.
Rabbi Breyer was the scariest rabbi in the whole yeshiva.
He was a stocky man, white as the doorway, with a long rough beard and thick angry hands.
And everyone trembled that first day of third grade, when he stomped heavily into the classroom, wrote his name on the blackboard and shouted at Akiva for slouching in his seat.
Nobody spoke during class, nobody doodled in the margins of their prayer books.
and when at the end of the first test at the end of the first week Rabbi Breyer shouted, pencils down.
It was as if the commandment had come from God himself.
At recess we stood huddled together on the concrete slab beside the door, afraid to play, worried that Breyer was somewhere watching.
Avi and Ellie started flipping baseball cards.
Flipping cards is considered gambling, which is forbidden, so we were supposed to return the cards to each other at the end of recess.
Nobody ever did. Ellie won a large stack of cards from Avi, and I flipped Ellie next.
I lost an old Willie Randolph, an afraid Lou Panella, but I won a mint called Yastremsky, whom I was pretty sure was Jewish.
I'd been trying to win him for months.
The bell rang and everyone headed Glumly back to class, where we sat quietly at our desks waiting for Rabbi Breyer to return.
I took out my Kalya Stremski, turned it over, and carefully wrote my name across the back.
I didn't want to lose him, and didn't plan on flipping him.
Name of the Creator!
Rabbi Breyer shouted.
I jumped and turned to find him standing beside me, his face red, his furious finger pointing at the baseball card on my desk.
Name of the creator!
He shouted again. He grabbed the card from my desk.
Name of the creator?
I was confused. Yaz?
Rabbi Breyer slapped my hand, grabbed me by the ear and led me to the head of the classroom.
He held Yastremsky over his head and shook him.
This, he declared loudly, must never be thrown away.
It must never touch the ground.
it must never be covered.
Then Rabbi Breyer waved the card in my face and told me that my name was the same name as God's and I must never write it again.
The Jewish God has 72 names and even though I was only eight years old, I already knew a lot of them.
There was Adonai, there was Yahweh, there was Elohim.
There was he who is full of mercy, He who was quick to anger, the Holy Spirit, the Divine Presence, the Rock, the Savior, and now somewhere near the bottom of the list, there was Shalom.
Peace, my name. Rabbi Breyer handed me the baseball card and told me to take it to the prayer hall upstairs and immediately put it in the Shamos box.
Shemos means names and it was the place where any older unusable names of God are left to be discarded.
Pages from prayer books, crumbling Talmuds, old Torah scrolls and, from now on anything I wrote my name on.
When the box was filled the rabbis would take it outside, dig a hole and bury the pages in the ground.
From now on, Rabbi Breyer said, when writing my name I was to replace the last Hebrew letter, The M sound with a simple apostrophe.
I was no longer shalom.
I was shallow. I headed upstairs with a sigh.
Life with God's name was more difficult than I imagined.
I was annoyed with God for being so selfish with them all.
He had 71 other names.
I couldn't see why he'd mind so much if I used just one.
I didn't want to tell God how to do his job.
But I wondered if maybe there weren't bigger things for him to be worrying about than who was using one of his six dozen names without permission.
Isn't this, I wondered, what led to Holocausts?
The Seimos box in the prayer hall filled quickly.
My homework, my test papers, my what I did this summer, even my highlights for children, and buried at the bottom of the box, a pair of underpants my mother had written my name on with permanent marker.
It seemed I couldn't go an hour without making something holy, and I wasn't the only one.
Every morning, my mother wrote my name on my lunch bag, the name of God in bright red magic marker with a quickly drawn smiley face just below it.
And every afternoon, Rabbi Breyer would grab my lunch bag, shout name of the Creator, dump the food out onto my desk, and send me upstairs to the shamos box with my suddenly sacred lunch bag.
It didn't end with writing.
I was standing at the urinal one day when Avi came in.
Hey Shalom, he said.
Name of the creator, Rabbi Breyer shouted from inside the nearby stall.
Name of the creator.
We heard him fumbling with his pants and ran back to class.
Later, as we sat with our heads down as punishment, Rabbi Breyer explained that speaking God's name in the bathroom was also forbidden.
And then a few weeks later, it suddenly all clicked.
I began spelling my name with an apostrophe without even thinking.
My mother stopped writing my name in my lunch bag and my friends stopped saying hello to me in the bathroom.
It had been a hassle at the beginning, but now the whole God thing was growing on me.
My classmates were named after rabbis and forefathers, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, please.
I was named after God.
So, I was surprised, a few days later, when I heard Rabbi Breyer, in the middle of an exam on the first chapter of Genesis, shout, Name of the Creator!
I turned around, expecting to see him standing beside me, but he was on the far side of the classroom, standing behind Shlomo's desk, pointing a furious finger at Shlomo's test paper.
Name of the Creator!
he shouted again, and he slapped Shlomo's hand, grabbed him by the ear and dragged him to the front of the class.
Shlomo isn't technically a name of God, but it means his Shalom, his peace.
And for some reason that day, Rabbi Breyer decided that was close enough.
But instead of feeling relieved that someone else in our classroom would share the burden of a holy name, I was disappointed.
It was a pain in the ass being named God, but it was my pain, and it was my ass.
where by briar handed shlomo his test paper and told me to take him upstairs to show him where the shammos box was.
I still didn't quite understand God's reasoning behind the third commandment of thou shalt not use my name in vain but I suddenly had a pretty good idea of the reason behind the first thou shalt have no other gods besides me.
it's one thing to be the only God it's quite but another lesser thing, to be one of two.
I headed upstairs with Shlomo two steps behind me.
I wanted to push him down the stairs, I wanted to shove him out the window.
As we walked toward the prayer hall, I remembered that Rabbi Breyer told us that Moses had killed an Egyptian by uttering the name of God.
Shlomo pushed his way in front of me and hurried to the Shemos box.
I don't know. I whispered.
Nothing. Yahweh. I said.
Nothing. I couldn't bear to watch him violating my Shemos box, so I turned and headed back to class, Shlomo running behind me, trying to keep up, using my name in vain and calling, Shalom!
Shalom! Wait up! As I squeezed my eyes shut and whispered one last time, ''Ello him.'' Nothing.
Shilom Aslander, his latest book is called, Fare, a Memoir.
This brings us to the Fourth Commandment, Remember the Sabbath day and keep it holy.
Six days while you labor but the seventh is a day of rest dedicated to the Lord your God.
Good morning everyone.
Good morning. We're glad to have everyone here today.
It is awesome to see tonight.
Thank you for coming to worship with us.
The ushers are going to come forward now.
We're going to be reading from the 48th division of Psalms. Great is the Lord and greatly to be praised and the city of our.
We also begin with words of blessing at the bottom of page 104.
female bells tower rascally blood - triggering mountain toayer Here are six congregations in six different cities remembering the sabbath and trying to keep it holy.
Pantheon Prophet Lord, we pray for our sick and shut in everywhere, they are sick among us, Lord Jesus, they need you Lord, we pray for the homeless on today, the men who may be poor, and the girls that are behind bars.
May the Lord look with kindness upon all efforts to uphold the dignity of marriage and of family life.
We pray to the Lord. We pray especially for the Neely family.
We pray for the loss in the Gombisky family and the loss of a cousin.
And here all of us can learn something from an ancient text that seems so irrelevant.
When someone has, for whatever reason, had to separate themselves from society, the priest has to get involved and help this person get back into the community.
People claim nowadays that they are the first one who are asking for the woman, woman's right.
Islam about 15 centuries ago said all people you must consider the right of your wives, be kind and nice to them, feel Allah in your wives and be good to them, oh Allah be my witness.
Do I have a witness?
We are the bride of Christ Why?
Because Christ died for us.
He's married to us and we need to understand what marriage means.
You can't be married and cheating and the entire following universe is cheating on Jesus.
Nobody comes before Jesus.
Turn to our hymnal on page 154, All Hail the Power of Jesus' Name.
We'll all stand. Amen.
Amen. Thank you all for coming.
You're all welcome to stay.
Receive the flu of Your holy Word This is the Ben Tree Bible Fellowship in Carrollton, Texas.
Before that, the Northwest Venice United Methodist Church in Corona, Michigan, Faith Tabernacle Baptist Church in Chicago, the Muslim Community Association Mosque in Ann Arbor, Michigan, Temple Road of Shalom in Falls Church, Virginia, and Our Lady of Angels Monastery in Hanceville, Alabama.
We recorded them in 2007 when we first broadcast today's show.
If you're just tuning in, we are devoting our show today to the Ten Commandments, and we are at Commandment No. 5 right now, Honor Your Father and Your Mother.
When he was 11, in Charleston, South Carolina, Jack Hitt and his friends back then formed a little club where they would hang out in this one backyard that was all overgrown, which they thought of, at the time, as a jungle.
It had a big, brick wall along one side.
And they started doing things that did not honor their fathers and their mothers.
Anyway, we had declared it to be our land.
We were squatters. And so we started painting things on the wall, and one of us painted a naked woman, and one of us wrote his name and then loves, and you know the girl he had a thing for at that time.
And that's how we got caught, because he wrote his name on the wall.
And then I wrote all these bad words.
I just wrote every bad word I could think of.
And so, I came home one day and the police came to my house and told my parents, or called my father at work or something.
And anyway, he came home early from work and he sat me down in his big study and said, you know, I understand you painted some words on a wall.
And I was like, oh my god, it's bursting into tears, you know, I was just beyond control.
My father never cursed, at least not in front of us, and he was very strict about language.
And so he asked me what words I, we painted, I painted on the wall, and I think I choked up HE double hockey sticks or something, and you know, he kind of looked down, very grave indeed, anything else?
I was like, yeah, that was just the warm up.
And so then I said, you know, I painted the other words, I can't say them, I can't say them.
And then he said, tell me what it started with.
He's gonna get it out of me.
So I coughed up the letter S and he was just, his eyes blazed and he bowed his head, oh my God, anything else?
And I was, I could not be contained.
I was wailing around on the sofa.
He said, there's only one word left. And yeah, I painted it.
And he was just, I think he was actually thunderstruck.
And then he sat there in silence for a few minutes.
And then he looked up at me and he said.
He said, now you have to understand.
My father comes from the rural area, marries the southern bell in Charleston, South Carolina.
So marriage of two kinds of families, you know in the south and he said son I've worked all my life To make sure that when you or your sisters or your brother walked down the street people say there goes a hit They're good people.
I don't think anybody Anything that anybody in this family has done has damaged that reputation as much as you have today And he said, that is your punishment.
You may go now. You know, I was 11.
I was floored. I asked him, I think, to spank me.
Because of course, part of me wanted an explosion that would end it.
But when he dismissed me from the room, he said, this has been your punishment.
And then, of course, a couple months later, he dies.
So, and that's one of my last memories, is him telling me that.
Do you think he was being sincere?
Well, I'll tell you.
Years later, we had a little family reunion.
I might have been 20.
I was in college and all my siblings got together and they were all married at this point and we dismissed all the in -laws to go see the movies and the five of us stayed up really late talking.
And I don't think we'd ever really talked about our father in any deep way since he had died.
And I started telling that story, and I had never told that story because I was ashamed of it.
It was the black mark on the family that I had done this, right?
And I'd never told anybody that story.
And I started telling that story.
And my sisters start wailing with laughter, and then they all start telling the story that what they had done that had prompted essentially the exact same speech. Like, one of them had been caught shoplifting in Atlanta, and he had to fly there and get her, you know?
And it was just, you know, a terrible story, I'd never heard that one before either.
And I thought, whew, whee, well, you know, painting a few bad words on a wall, that's nothing compared to shoplifting in Atlanta.
And was this the first time that everybody else was realizing that he had said the speech to them, too?
Or were you the only one who didn't know?
I think I was the only one who didn't know.
I mean, they're much older than I am.
I'm a mistake, right?
My oldest sister is 16 years older than I am.
So I think what was kind of moving about that whole encounter was that is that all of them had long ago forgotten their particular crime that had prompted daddy to give them the big reputation speech. But you know, when I brought it up, it's suddenly, for all of them, that all flooded back.
I mean it just created this great little moment where we all suddenly realized we were, you know, the whole family was just so defined by my father's rather Baptist sense of morality.
Jack hit. Well the sixth commandment seems like it could not be more straightforward. Thou shalt not kill.
But of course, even this is one that it's not always so simple to know how to obey.
Army Reserve Chaplain, Lieutenant Colonel Glenn Brown, is back in this country from Iraq, where he has served two tours.
When he was in Iraq, he would run services for his unit once a week.
But most of his ministry was just talking to guys one -on -one.
The main issue they have, he says, is about missing their families.
But often, they talk to him about killing.
He spoke with Alex Blumberg.
I did meet with one soldier on several occasions to just work through the commandment.
This young man had actually, along with another soldier, had gone forward when the vehicle in front of them had been blown up to hold the hand of a soldier who was not going to survive.
Somebody had told me that he was having a tough time.
I went over to him and I just said, you know, you know, what are you thinking?
And he said, I never thought about the killing that would be going on.
You know, when you're firing at a target, you know, to practice, you know, you think of those things as targets not as people.
And for him to be there, and to see, you know, that he had some buddies that were on the receiving end.
And he's just saying, you know, the, you know, the Ten commandments and the Bible says you know thou shalt not kill and he says I'm not certain I can go out and kill what his concern was that like God wouldn't forgive him or that that it would that it was that it was wrong well as a God wouldn't approve of him doing that right and and he also brought up you know just you know if you were to do it you know who could he tell because he said I want to tell my girlfriend about this.
I wouldn't want to tell my children.
And that's why I went ahead and had a little Bible study with him.
It was the kind of thing that I did meet with him on several occasions to find out what God had to say about war and where did the commandment thou shalt not kill?
Where did that come in?
but also to work through other instances where, for example, in the New Testament where Jesus meets an army officer who has a child who's dying, and he asks Jesus if he would heal his daughter.
But the interesting thing I would point out is that Jesus never condemned the soldier for his job.
Now, I also know that when King David wanted to build the temple, that God said no, He said, Your son's gonna do it because you're a man of blood.
And so, there's a lot of controversy, as you can imagine, as to trying to interpret what God was talking about there.
And of course, it seems to reflect on even my role as a chaplain, you know, why am I wearing an army uniform and trying to deal with people who were out to kill people.
Are there times that you feel like that faith and the U .S. military are sort of at odds?
Yes. We preach the love of God and the fact that we ought to be at peace with each other.
In the same time, I'm wearing a uniform that says U .S. Army on it, and, I'm there to support them in their mission of winning a war, and that means taking lives.
So, I do wrestle with that.
I mean, there's times that you just kind of go, you know, God, can I resign here, right?
Can I get away from this?
Rather than having to deal with the questioning that people have and often not having answers.
I mean, I think it's probably the biggest challenge that I've ever had was, you know, I couldn't just say just think this way and you'll be fine.
There were times that they were asking the same questions that I would be asking.
Such as? Well, you know, should we be here?
Should we be killing people?
Do you think that you have a different understanding of this particular commandment about the fifth commandment, thou shalt not kill, that, do you feel like you have a different understanding of it after serving in Iraq than perhaps somebody who didn't serve?
I think I'm much more hesitant about having a definite opinion about who should die.
Just seeing the brutality and, you know, people have got body parts missing, or, I mean, there's big holes, there's, you know, they died a violent death, and it's not pretty.
And it just It just doesn't seem normal, you know, which it isn't.
But also even with the Iraqi culture that there were times that people just said, well, you know, whatever group it was they didn't agree with, they just said, you know, kill them all, you know.
And I was going, these are people, you know.
And I didn't like that attitude, and then I was seeing it even among, you know, the Armed Forces that there was people that just would just kind of say, well, we just need to kill them all, and then that'll take care of it.
I was going, whoa, yeah, who nominated you to be God?
You know. You know, I just, we all have a tendency to interpret the Ten Commandments in a way that's convenient for us.
You know, there's the interpretation of, thou shalt not murder, it shouldn't be a premeditated killing, it has nothing to do with war, you know, those kinds of things, but it just makes me, you know, I'm looking at it as a principle that God says you need to value life and don't take it lightly.
You know, just don't condemn people to death just because, you know, that's easy to do.
You got to stop and think about it seriously.
This is something that God Himself doesn't take lightly.
Army Reserve Chaplain Lieutenant Colonel Glenn Brown talking with Alex Bloomberg, back in 2007, Brown died in 2008.
Coming up, adultery, thievery, lying, envy.
No, it is not an afternoon of daytime TV.
It is the last Four Commandments.
We have one story for each of them.
That's in a minute from Chicago Public Radio when our program continues.
This is American Life, I'm Eric Glass.
Each week on our show, of course, we choose a theme, I'm bringing you a variety of different kinds of stories on that theme.
Today's show, for Easter weekend, the 10 commandments.
We're doing one story for each of the commandments.
First few commandments of course, about how to relate to God, and there's one on relating to your parents, and the rest are all direct injunctions about how to act.
Basically a list of things that you are not supposed to do.
We are at commandment number seven.
You shall not commit adultery.
And, yes we are at the commandment that is about sex, and while there is going to be nothing explicit in this next story, it does acknowledge the existence of sex. Little warning there.
In 1976, in an interview with Playboy Magazine, then presidential candidate Jimmy Carter admitted kind of famously that he had committed adultery in his heart many times, meaning of course that he had had lustful thoughts.
There's this thing that Jesus says in the Book of Matthew, whoever looks at a woman lustfully has committed adultery in his heart.
David Ellis Dickerson grew up going to an evangelical church in Tucson, Arizona, and he remembers hearing about what Carter said about committing adultery in his heart.
I was eight years old, and I knew just what he was talking about.
He was just saying the same thing I had read in my Bible dozens of times.
As an Evangelical Christian, I wanted desperately to please God, so for my entire adolescence and up into my 20s, I literally tried to avoid having lustful thoughts.
I was taught this was possible.
Paul says in 2 Corinthians that we take every thought captive in the name of Jesus, which means that any spiritually healthy person and ought to be able to control every thought in his head.
Of course, in practice, this is even harder than it sounds.
So for young evangelicals like me, there's a whole sub -industry of sex advice columns and books with titles like Everyman's Struggle or Taking Thoughts Captive.
You can find them in the Four Men section of any Christian bookstore.
The first thing they always tell you is that sex is a beautiful gift from God.
Even though it's a gift, they don't want you to touch or even think about because you're just gonna ruin it with your filthy paws.
Any physical pleasure, even pleasure you'd give yourself while alone, is completely forbidden.
Then they tell you how to survive until marriage.
They all run some variation on you can't help the first glance, but you can prevent the second.
You can obey God with your eyes.
They don't have to see everything around them.
If an attractive girl walks by, they don't have to survey her body.
But they must obey Jesus Christ. This is Josh Harris in the audio version of his book, Not Even a Hint, Guarding Your Heart Against Lust. It's full of practical tips.
to help you in this area by ridding your home of these unnecessary temptations.
Other tips. These books tell you to watch TV with a remote in your hand, so if a sexy beer commercial comes on or when the sports camera cuts to the cheerleaders, you can immediately jump to another channel.
And be honest with yourself.
When you watch ESPN2, aren't you hoping to see gymnastics?
And guys need daily quiet time to read the Bible and pray for strength in the fight against temptation.
I don't know why, but in my case none of this ever worked.
I wanted it to work.
Longed for it desperately.
But every week or so, late at night, I'd give in.
M happened again, I would write in my journal, as if it weren't an action, but an event.
Something that could just engulf you like a flash flood or a car accident.
Something so terrible it could only be referred to in code.
I was an adulterer.
That's what the Bible told me, and I struggled with the guilt of that every day.
After high school, I went to a huge state college in Tucson, and on warm days I would walk across campus feeling like a monster.
because I believed that noticing a girls body was the spiritual equivalent of something like sexual assault.
I assumed all of this was the same for all of us fundamentalist kids.
At every all -guys prayer meeting I ever went to, someone was always asking for help with their thought life.
But I never actually asked if anyone had quite the same problems I did.
So I called my friend Derek, a missionaries kid who was my best friend from church back then.
You're right, it wasn't your own obsession at all.
I developed a technique of seeing girls as just floating heads, you know?
Just learning you're just not not gonna look below the neck, you know, because it's like There's only bad news there.
Yeah, it did have this funny effect on I mean I was a cartoonist for my college newspaper, and I didn't actually know how to draw girls really right you can see when I would draw a female figure top to bottom in the cartoon as there's an awkwardness to it because I didn't actually know what they looked like.
And those kinds of things, they were kind of, it's funny to look back and talk about them now, but it was all very dead serious back then.
Oh yeah, that's the other thing, I mean it seems so trivial and silly and yet it caused actual agony.
Yeah. You know, we felt depraved.
Yeah, and there's this terrible, a real anger, a sense of unfairness at the media, like you know, K upgrade light, and put up these billboards with women in swimsuits on them and they were very well -designed swimsuits and and there they would be right like right up in the sky you know and so you just felt like the devil was just absolutely this very wily opponent and it's just in your face all the time you know and it's so frustrating if you're trying not to go out of your way to look for it but then it seems like everybody's pushing it in your face.
Do you ever, you know, wish you could go back and - Yeah.
Okay. You know, it's funny you should ask that, because I have actually had that imaginary conversation before, you know, you see some time travel movie and Vanessa's like, wow if I had a chance to go back, you know, what would I tell that kid.
And I think I would tell myself, you know what, you spend so much time straining over this one issue that you are avoiding or overlooking the whole rest of your spiritual journey.
I wasted a lot of time, there was a lot of time wasted obsessing and I think that's kind of what you found out yourself too, right?
It gets to a point where things crack instead of bending.
He's right, they do crack, and for For me, they cracked worse than for Derek.
I couldn't buy porn.
That was obviously forbidden.
I didn't have a girlfriend.
I couldn't even watch MTV.
So the only sexual experiences I'd had were the ones that happened by accident.
A woman bending over in a low -cut shirt, for instance.
And then at 22, I started finding myself walking slowly along campus or in supermarkets at a library hoping to see another accidental glimpse of something.
It took more and more of my time.
My grades started to suffer.
I was like a stalker, but a shy one with incredibly low standards.
Then after a couple unbearable months of this, I begged my pastor for help.
He suggested, Sex Addicts Anonymous.
At my first meeting, we all told our stories.
There was a guy who had spent thousands of dollars on prostitutes in a single long weekend.
There was a woman who'd slept with a different guy almost every night for years.
There was a huge tattooed biker who was so ashamed to be there that a friend let him in blindfolded.
And then there was me, a twenty -two year old virgin.
When I told my story, there was an awkward silence.
Even here, nobody understood my problem.
a few days later I went to a Christian counselor expecting he'd just tell me to pray harder look for answers in the scripture I explained my problem and he looked at me and frowned and I asked if I ever did the act the one that I found so horrible I only referred to it in code trust me he said let yourself do it give yourself permission and see what happens.
This was shocking, that a Christian would give me this kind of advice, that it's possible to obey too much, that you could lead yourself astray by following the Bible's rules.
That very day, I took home my first Playboy magazine, and that was that.
After five minutes, I was no longer desperate to glimpse random women bending over the freezer cases at the grocery store.
it felt like a miracle.
It was so fast, so life -changing, that it was like converting all over again.
David Ellis Dickerson.
He has a sub stack called Slightly More Pleasant.
Commandment number eight, You Shall cannot steal.
Want me to order or you have one more time?
What can I do for you?
I work as a waiter.
I've been here since 1995.
It's almost 13 years working in this place.
Hassan marks the afternoon shift at a neighborhood restaurant.
Well, people usually they still a lot of things.
They sell different stuff.
For example, they steal umbrellas from other customers.
Really? Oh yeah. I serve, with my eye.
The guy was a lawyer.
He had a broken umbrella.
In the umbrella box there was a good umbrella.
He took away. Do you think he might have been mistaken?
I don't think so. Lawyers, they don't make mistakes.
There were two couples.
One of the couple's wife used to sit on the right side of corner.
She'd sit in this booth.
Yeah, this booth. And she used to take salt and pepper from people.
No matter what we did, no matter what we said, no matter what we act, she never change it, she always took it.
I believe that she took at least two dozens during the two years period.
Two dozen? Yes. They sell two dozen salt and pepper shakers?
Yeah, totally during the two years period.
Like, one second I missed.
One second I missed.
Gone. And she was a regular customer?
Oh yeah, regular customer.
I believe she was doing everywhere, wherever she goes.
What I don't understand is what will she do with two dozen salt and pepper shakers?
I don't know. I don't know.
That's what I want to know too.
Maybe she has a stove.
He says it doesn't happen often, stealing, but there is a pattern he's noticed.
When a woman walked over to her display and took some food and then sat down and ate the food, and he tried to charge her, she argued with him.
When a man tried to take a huge stack of napkins, like this HUGE stack, Anasan caught him, he didn't even seem embarrassed.
He got mad. He got mad at me because I said he was not allowed to take it.
Now, the people who steal, are they good tippers or bad?
yeah, like the woman with the salt and pepper shaker, would they tip?
they were good tippers and the lawyer with the umbrella, good tiper or bad?
no way the lawyer? he could eat, that's why he has two houses which brings us to the 9th commandment this hour is going so fast!
9th commandment, do not bear false witness don't lie.
To understand this next story you have to understand this idea of a mitzvah, for religious Jews a mitzvah is a good deed, they're supposed to fill their days doing these good deeds.
But mitzvah is also the Hebrew word for commandment, and when religious Jews count the commandments in the Bible they don't just have the big 10 they count specifically 613 commandments they're supposed to follow.
The woman in this next story wanted to do one of the biggest mitzvot ever she was going to save somebody's life, a stranger's life.
But to do this she was going to have to break another one of the commandments the one about lying.
In this case, she was gonna be lying to her own mother.
Sarah Candy tells Mara.
Haya Lipschitz does all her mother's shopping, she prepares all her meals for her, does all her cooking and they're extremely close.
Best friends, Haya says, and she means it.
And they also live in this tiny space together, a two -room basement apartment in Borough Park in Brooklyn where they share a tiny bedroom and sleep in two tiny beds, really cots, that are about a foot apart from each other.
In this kind of setup it's unimaginable that you could keep anything from your mother.
But Haya had this whopper of a secret.
She wanted to donate a kidney to someone, to a stranger, after seeing an ad in a Jewish newspaper, taken out by somebody who needed one.
The ad was like screaming out to me.
It said, um, save a life.
B'mikayim, which means to fulfill a once -in -a -lifetime mitzvah.
It would be an uber -mitzvah, and she was going to do it.
unless her mother found out first. Her mother has a kind of phobia about surgery, and also, like any parent, she would worry about all the things that could go wrong.
So Haya didn't tell her mother about her plan, which took many, many months to put together.
And she got away with it until her mother found some ads about kidney donation that Haya accidentally left on the kitchen table.
She lectured Haya about it.
And it's not for you, like you could – I think she said to me, like, You can do any other Mitzva except this one.
She just like... I didn't answer her.
Well, but, I mean, how old were you at this point?
No, I mean, though this was, um, this was only...
Yeah, I mean, right.
I'm an adult. I'm, you know, I'm a grown up.
She couldn't have forbid you to do anything, really.
You know what? But you know what?
I didn't want to cause her any pain or any suffering.
Don't forget she's an older lady.
And, you know, people sometimes are frightened, have heart attacks and die.
And I wanted to give a life.
I didn't want to take away a life at the same time but even she didn't have a heart attack it would give her so much suffering and I didn't want to, I never ever liked to upset her.
I had tried to follow the commandment about not lying for her lying is a sin never mind lying to your own mother she could argue that not saying anything about the kidney transplant wasn't strictly lying but as a surgery day got closer, Haya couldn't cling to that technicality.
She was getting a lot of phone calls.
She had to go for medical tests all the time.
When you would go out and get tests and do these things, where would you tell her you were going?
Well, I did have to say other things.
You're dragging it out of me.
OK. You know what? I did have to give little white lies.
And what were the white lies?
like what kinds of things would you say?
I don't even want go into details.
I'm like, I'm embarrassed.
It wasn't bad. I mean, I don't tell anything about it bad, you know.
Haya feels so guilty that she lied to her mother.
She can barely talk about it.
And the lies just became more overt as the day the surgery arrived.
I had to spend the night before near the hospital.
What did you tell her?
Oh, gosh. I told her I was going to go to a friend's house.
It was a house and my friend was there.
My kidney, the person was the name of the kidney too.
She was like a friend already.
And so I, oh gosh, it was, I had this huge bag, you know, to bring with me to the hospital because like I didn't want to see how much I was taking.
When my mother went to the bathroom that night before I left the house, I took my stuff out to the side of the house and left it there.
Then I went back in the house.
So this way, you know, I just, I went, I didn't leave with that much, maybe a shopping bag to go, oh gosh.
But you know, what?
So that was hard for me because I don't like to lie.
But that, you know, it was all to do a good thing, it wasn't anything selfish.
You know what I mean?
It was all, you know, sometimes you're, I don't listen.
I don't want people to think you're allowed to do white lies, but sometimes you have to, sometimes you have to.
You have no choice.
And I'm doing this to save another person's life.
I mean, so I'm sure, you know, as a result of what he did God's going to forgive me for all those white lies.
It's one thing to plan to donate your kidney and not tell your mother.
It's another thing to actually have your organ removed and not tell your mother.
So Haya had to figure out way to break it to her once it was a done deal.
And her scheme for doing this is so complicated, it makes all the earlier lives look really junior varsity.
What happened is that by chance, the same week of her surgery, somebody told Haya about this 23 -year -old Hasidic woman who had also donated a kidney to a stranger.
And I met this very lovely young woman, Feige.
I said to her, would you be willing to um tell my mother, to come over to my mother's house after the surgery and tell her that she donated a kidney and then tell tell her by the way I donated a kidney and I'm in the hospital right now later let her be the one to tell her because my mother will see that she's healthy she looks healthy and she's she's young and she doesn't look like she had major surgery a few months earlier and so I told her you know call my mother and tell her this way that you have it's a duck uh I'm charity to give to one of my Mother's charities and that was a good way to
get into the house and I arranged it that my kidney recipients family is gonna call her after the surgery.
So she called my mother and my mother was like almost out the door and she says no please please wait you know I have seduca to give the charity to give to one of your charities.
And of course my mother waited and so she sat down with her and she said you know she donated a kidney And my mother looked at her and found out and said, you know, she's normal, and healthy.
And she just did something I got three months earlier and she came with a cute little baby.
And then she said to her, By the way, your daughters are right now in the hospital and she did the same thing.
To everyone's relief, Haya's mother did not have a heart attack.
My mother smiled and she said it's minash shalaim.
It's from heaven. It's having, you know, it's a heavenly thing that was meant to be.
And she took it very, very well.
a lot just like I thought it was like it was just exactly according to my script the way everything worked out and she was she was happy she was happy you know I was like so happy was like all over like you know that she took a while and she was proud of me and it was like such a relief it sounds like dealing with your mother was so much harder than actually doing anything exactly the donated kidney was not was easy for me the hottest pot was not telling my Haya's mother never said anything to her about the white lies, and Haya's still not sure she even knows about them.
And she never chastised Haya for keeping the surgery from her.
She's just proud of Haya, which is what Haya wanted all along.
Last month Haya's brother, inspired by her, donated his kidney to a stranger.
He said his mother had no problem with it at all.
Sarah Koenig, she is the host of Serial.
She did this story back when she was a producer for our show.
Since we first broadcast this story, Chaya's mom has died.
Over the years Chaya has facilitated dozens of kidney transplants.
So many, she says, that she's stopped counting.
You can learn more about our kidney matchmaking project at DonateAKidney .org.
And so we arrive at the end of our list, the end of God's to -do list for humanity, commandment number 10.
Like iPods, everybody wants iPods.
iPods, iPods, it's really important.
Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass.
You want phones, you want iPods, you want shoes, you want clothes, And it's a lot of things that's really important.
You shouldn't covet anything that is thy neighbor's.
So it's kind of hard for a lot of people to fit in because they want that same stuff.
Amy and her friends Celina and Kayla are in seventh grade, or they were back when we first broadcast this episode in 2007.
That was a month before the first iPhone was released.
And so during the lunch break they explained that the latest thing that they all covet was a Sidekick 3, which, if you don't remember, and I did not, is a kind of souped up Blackberry.
They wanted Sidekick 3 so bad, they could not help but notice every single person who had one.
Well, she's not in my class, but her name is Arlene.
My friend Amanda has a sidekick, my cousin has a sidekick.
Arlene has a sidekick.
Kristine has a sidekick.
Yeah, Kristine has a sidekick.
Who else got a sidekick?
This girl on the train got a sidekick.
I saw her sidekick.
Like almost all my family got a sidekick.
I don't have a sidekick.
I lost my phone actually.
I won a sidekick, but I haven't got it yet.
See? Yeah, she has one.
She. Yeah, she has one.
Do you have a sidekick?
Can we see? This girl, Christine, pulls out her sidekick and shows it around.
The photo on the sidekick's little display is herself, which definitely is one of those things that is normal when a kid does it but would be so weird if an adult tried it.
She hasn't had the sidekick for very long.
I don't really remember.
I think it was in the beginning of April.
Oh, so just a couple weeks ago.
Yeah. It's cool, actually, because I get to go on the internet, and I get to go on AOL.
Text message, text message, all that.
It's really good. It's like a extra computer, a little computer, for myself to carry around.
A portable everything, a portable everything, basically.
And did you want one for a long time?
Yeah, I actually did.
Now, were there people who didn't talk to you before the sidekick when you got the sidekick?
Really? Yeah. There was.
A lot of people that didn't talk to me.
And now that I have my sidekick, every day, I want to use it.
So they just want to use the sidekick?
They don't want to actually?
That's right. Yeah.
They just want the sidekick.
They don't want me.
But it's like her. These girls actually had a very grown -up attitude about all the stuff they covered.
That stuff matters to them, but it doesn't totally matter.
Kegel wasn't wearing Nikes or Khans and nobody cared.
Selena and Amy recently got iPods and they're the first to admit it didn't change how anybody saw them.
I remind them that it's in the bible that we're not supposed to want stuff or be jealous of people who have stuff we don't have. Do you think it's realistic that people aren't going to want stuff?
No, because everybody wants stuff at some point.
Natural, like everybody is going to want something in life.
You know, you're not going to go through life not wanting anything.
You're not going to just go through life, okay, I have this and I have that.
I don't need anything else, or I don't want this.
I think it's just natural for people to want things.
But then you're saying, in a way, it's natural that we're always going to be breaking one of the Ten Commandments.
Basically, yeah. If we needed any proof of this, but we're always gonna want stuff, sometimes we're gonna want stuff that we probably shouldn't.
It was just a few feet away.
A girl named Nadie had written on her arm.
Down the length of her arm.
Nadie N. David. That's the letter N, with a heart underneath it.
That's my boyfriend.
And is he in your grade?
Nah, he's older than me.
He's two years older than me.
Talk about him. That's her girlfriend.
Thank you, Ron. He's nice.
You know? I broke up with him once while going back out.
And he broke her heart, but I think she should be going down with him because she's my soul.
I'm mad at her. Because people were saying that he told s*** about me.
Yeah. It's true! But I love him, so.
You don't know what love is, lady.
And that's until you get to sixteen.
Look at that David over there.
That David over there, look.
That's right. He's wearing a little girl.
The one in black, so I don't know.
He's walking arm in arm with another girl.
I don't know. There's it!
Right there. That's it, right there.
See, that's what makes me mad.
Oh my God, Nadia, you would say you were right there and you wouldn't say anything.
I know, I know. That's going to stop right there, that's not stop.
Catechism of the Catholic Church says The 10th commandment concerns the intentions of the heart.
The Catechism talks about desires that are often good, wholesome desires, but come to exceed the limits of reason, and make us want things too much, especially things that really belong to somebody else.
Wanting things too much, it says, is a form of sadness.
And the 10th commandment, that's what it is trying to eradicate.
Have faith in me! And thou shall always have faith in me.
The Law Program was produced today by Jane Marie and myself, with Alex Bloomberg, Sarah Kanig, Lisa Pollock, Alyssa Ship, and Nancy Opdyke.
Senior Producer for today's show, Julie Snyder, Production help from Seth Land, Tommy Andres, and Emily Youssef.
Help won today's rerun from Angelo Gervasis, Do Nelson, and Ryan Rummery.
Music help today from Jessica Hoppler.
Mary Robertson produced our story about the Ninth Commandment.
thanks today to Leadmans Deli in the Bronx where we taped the story for the eighth commandment about stealing thanks to middle school 51 in Brooklyn where we taped our tenth commandment story and especially to one of the seventh grade teachers who worked there back when we did this show Andrew Rabin.
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He just has to pledge.
If you're a guy with a similar struggle, ask your wife or mother to help you in this area by ridding your home of these unnecessary temptations.
I'm Ira Glass, back next week with more stories of this American life.
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Yeah, I win! Mari likes to make fun of them.
Like the one he has of Mickey Mouse smoking a blunt.
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